Foundlings -- Fiction; Long Island (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Mrs. Guy Vanton’s closest friend, at the time of her husband’s
disappearance, was Tom Lupton, the Tommy Lupton of her girlhood,
who had succeeded her father as keeper of the Lone Cove Coast Guard
Station. She went to Tommy--she had, very humanly and naturally, to go
to someone--to tell him the news and talk over with him what should be
done. She felt that she could the more honourably do this as Tom and
her husband had been firm friends from the time, now many years ago,
when seventeen-year-old Guy Vanton had thrown fifteen-year-old Tommy
Lupton three times in a wrestling match of an unexpected character.
Mary Smiley Vanton knew all about that match and knew the occasion
of it, which had been herself. She was not self-conscious enough to
suppose, however, that the outcome of that encounter in a clearing in
the woods joined to certain sequential events had kept Tom Lupton a
bachelor all these years. If she had thought about it at all she would
probably have argued, quite justly, that the life of a Coast Guardsman
on the Great South Beach is not favourable to marriage.
“This has not hit me so badly as I should have thought it would,” she
confessed to her old friend as they sat together in the living room of
the house John Hawkins had built, almost a century earlier, for himself
and his wife. “Nor so badly, I am afraid, as it ought to hit me. Which
is a wicked sign, or a sign of wickedness, I suppose. Not a good sign,
anyway.”
“Why?” Tom Lupton wanted to know.
“Because,” she answered, “when things are not as bad as we expect them
to be we generally think them a good deal better than they are.”
Tom Lupton turned over the implications of this remark in his mind for
several minutes. At length he asked: “I imagine you have decided what
you want to do?”
Mrs. Vanton let her hands fall loosely in her lap. They had been
hovering for a moment over dark red hair, as heavy in its coils, as
full of sombre brilliance, as it had been on the day of her marriage
to Guy Vanton. The milky whiteness of her skin was not suggestive of
a woman nearly forty. Her face was unwrinkled and her blue eyes were
keen; reflecting, not reflective. Only in the look of her mouth was
there some slight alteration indicative of the passage, not so much of
time, as of experience.
“There are only two things to do, of course,” she answered. “One is
to search actively for him, and the other is to accept the situation.
Were I free to do so I think I should go out and try to find him. That
might be against his wish but I should feel I had to do it. But I am
not free. There are the children, four of them. They are my children as
well as his, and I must do my best for them. I’m sure that he wanted to
do his best for them, and he must have believed that in acting as he
has done he was doing it.”
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