Foundlings -- Fiction; Long Island (N.Y.) -- Fiction
A bright room with a sort of sun-parlour on the south side, a place
of wicker furniture and cretonnes, with books and magazines lying
about and tobacco on the table. With his eyeglasses and a sober
seriousness of face when in repose, the man who received him was hardly
distinguishable from a business man of comfortable habit, moderately
large affairs, and fairly frequent preoccupations. They shook hands;
the specialist offered Mr. Hand a cigarette and took one himself.
“Let’s come out here,” he said, indicating the sun-parlour. “It’s
pleasanter and the chairs are better to lounge in.”
They disposed themselves and puffed away for a moment or two.
“I’ve come to see if you can help me,” explained Dick Hand, rather
desperately. The other nodded.
“I get fairly sick of--existence,” Dick went on. “I’m restless and
rottenly dissatisfied, and I don’t know why. Nothing seems to mean
anything. I have these spells, and they are commoner than they used to
be.”
“Tell me all about yourself,” suggested the other. “Only what you call
to mind and only what you care to tell.”
Dick hesitated. “I thought,” he said, “that you people asked
questions--to get at certain things hidden from us of whom you ask
them.”
“Well, we do that,” admitted the specialist. “But it usually is better
to hear a man’s own story first. After we have got the things a man
readily recalls, comes the problem of getting at the things he doesn’t
recall.”
“I suppose the idea is the relief afforded by making a clean breast of
things,” hazarded Dick.
“Not entirely. It goes beyond that. It aims at relieving unsuspected
pressures. There’s a sort of an analogy in a physical injury, such as a
fracture. The man who has the fracture knows that something is wrong,
he suffers intense pain, but he doesn’t know that a bone is broken,
or, if he does, he doesn’t know just where, nor how to set it. And he
suffers too much to be able to find out.”
“Well, there’s certainly a fracture somewhere in my life,” said Dick
Hand, grimly. “And I suffer. And I don’t know where it is or how to set
it.”
After a little pause he entered upon his story. It was when he had
entirely finished and sat silent that the specialist spoke again.
“You say you were once in love?”
“It was the only time I ever was in love,” replied Richard Hand. “She
was two years younger than I. We more or less grew up together. We were
both in our twenties when she refused me for good and all. She was
already in love with another man and she was married to him a little
later.”
“You use the past tense. Is she dead?”
“No, she isn’t. She is alive and has four children. Her husband has
disappeared lately, left her and the children. By the way, he would
make a case for you! If you could cure him I’d say you could cure
anybody.”
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