English fiction -- 20th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Teenagers -- Fiction
The bit about the dress, of course, varies. Sometimes the folds
may be saffron-yellow, and the girdle opalescent, or there is no
girdle at all; and anyhow, in those particulars, the same effect
is never repeated twice. But I imagine that, like all women, she
makes a point to herself of the accoutrements, not realising that
the audience--almost altogether composed of men--attribute the
entire effect to the sheer, smooth slope of her shoulders, the
alluring curves of her mouth, the rich swell of her breasts beneath
semi-transparencies.
The impression that inwardly she is projecting really does reflect
itself on to the minds of most people, I believe.
It is only slightly distorted, even in my own version of it, which runs
something like this:
=“_The girlish figure dominated the room. Animal magnetism vibrated
in every gesture_”= ... and so on--only leaving out the brilliancy of
the eyes and the deepness of the voice, both of them rather cheap
accessories to a pose that really is quite strong enough without
them--to the end:
=“_She held them all, by sheer will-to-dominate._”=
Pamela, being a brilliant talker, prefers always to talk personalities.
Two nights ago, sitting on that cushioned rail that runs round the
fireplace, she recounted an adventure.
“... Only it’s the spiritual adventure that I’m telling all of you.
Because you’ll understand. The other part was all obvious, the danger
and all that. You’ve probably seen it in the papers.”
She was right. It had been lavishly paragraphed, with photograph inset.
Her _flair_ for publicity is unerring.
“Darlings, how I loathe the Press--if I could only tell you! But the
other part of the affair was so utterly wonderful, that it’s swamped
everything else. It was like a revelation.
“You know how essentially super-civilised I am? A man once wrote a poem
about my being like a piece of jade--hard, and brilliant, and polished,
and yet with the unfathomable subtlety and agelessness of the East. My
civilisation is partly temperamental, I suppose, and of course to a
certain extent the result of elaborate education--and then hereditary
as well. Look at Anthony. Could anyone have a more utterly civilised
parent, I ask you? Elma is less poised, of course, but mercifully
for me I’ve managed to inherit my mother’s physique and my father’s
mentality. Like a sensitised plate, isn’t it? It does mean isolation
of soul, and those terrible nerve-storms of mine, but in my heart of
hearts I know it’s worth it.
“Only people are so ghastly. My friends have to rescue me.... You
remember what it was like, Torry, the night that woman assaulted me
at the Embassy, and talked, and talked, and talked. O Christ! it was
all about food, or flannel, or babies--something too utterly indecent,
I know. I sat there, helpless, martyred--and darling Torry came and
rescued me. I shall never forget it, Torry, you sweet, never.
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