English fiction -- 20th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Teenagers -- Fiction
MISS MILLER: I’ll tell you. You said just now that the world is what it
is--there’s no use in shrinking from things--shrinking from them! Ha,
ha, ha! (_she laughs hysterically_). You’re a great deal more likely to
jump at them. But if you want to have my explanation, you shall have it.
MRS. LLOYD-EVANS (_pointing to the door_): Miss Miller, leave the room.
(_Miss Miller looks at her, still laughing, then turns the key in the
door, shutting and locking it._)
MISS MILLER: I shan’t leave the room, nor you either, till you’ve heard
what I’ve got to say.
MRS. AKERS: Good heavens, she’s mad!
MRS. LLOYD-EVANS (_advancing resolutely_): Give me that key this moment
(_putting out her hand for it_).
(_Miss Miller, too quick for her, dashes to the window, throwing up the
sash, and flings out the key. During the rest of the scene she stands
with her back to the open window, while the three other women are
grouped together behind the table, at the further side of the room._)
MISS MILLER (_her voice has grown cunning, and bitterly and vehemently
ironical both at once. She gives the impression of dementia_): _I_
knew what you were going to talk about. _She_ (_pointing to Mrs.
Akers_) gave it away when she said it must be “the usual thing.” Of
course I listened, to hear what you’d do for Fanny--poor Fanny, who’s
going to bring a little baby into the world, and who’s been ill and
terrified and unhappy, all these months. And you (_to Mrs. Lloyd-Evans,
bitter mockery in her tone_) found it out, and you asked these other
kind, charitable, rich ladies to come and meet you here, so that you
could all talk it over, and make plans about Fanny. (_Suddenly and
viciously_): And oh, how you all _enjoyed_ it--didn’t you--telling each
other how painful it was, and how sad, and how you could hardly put it
into words!
(_Fiercely_): Why, you nearly scratched one another’s eyes out for the
fun of going to Fanny’s mother, and “putting the old grandmother into
her place” and putting Fanny through the Third Degree, nagging and
nagging at her to _tell_, so that you could hear more shocking details,
and come and gloat over them.
(_Mimicking_): “Oh, but we want to help her,” and “girlhood is so
_sacred_.” (_To Mrs. Ballantyne_): Yes, you said that several times,
didn’t you, you who are so thankful that your girl _trusts_ you--so
that when you cheat her and tell little lies for her own good, the poor
little fool swallows it. She won’t always swallow it, you know--she’ll
find you out one day. Just like I’ve found out, what charity means and
what’s done to girls who sin and get found out. I had to know, you see,
because--I’ve done what Fanny did----
(_The women cry out, below their breath._)
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