English fiction -- 20th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Teenagers -- Fiction
She was more and more conscious of having made a mistake in her
marriage, but her regrets were resentful rather than profound, and her
facile nature found consolation in her own social advancement, her
comfortable suburban home, and her tyrannical dominion over a capped
and aproned maid.
She very seldom went to Hillbourne Terrace, and had quarrelled with her
mother when Mrs. Palmer had suggested that it was time she had a baby.
Elsie did not want to have a baby at all. She feared pain and
discomfort almost as much as she did the temporary eclipse of her good
looks, and the thought of a child that should be Horace Williams’s as
well as hers filled her with disgust.
She only spoke of this openly to Irene, and Irene undertook the
purchase of certain drugs which she declared would render impossible
the calamity dreaded by her friend. Elsie thankfully accepted the
offer, and trusted implicitly to the efficacy of the bottles and
packages that Irene bought.
Sometimes Horace declared that he wanted a son, and as time went on his
taunts became less veiled, but Elsie cared little for them so long as
she remained immune from the trial of motherhood.
She spent her days idly, doing very little housework, sometimes making
or mending her own clothes, and often poring for a whole afternoon
over a novel from the circulating library, or an illustrated paper,
whilst she ate innumerable sweets out of little paper bags. She never
remembered anything about the books that she read thus, and sometimes
read the same one a second time without perceiving that she was doing
so until she had nearly finished it.
After a time, Elsie became rather envious of the money that Irene
was making as a munitions worker, and the “good time” that Geraldine
enjoyed in the Government office where she had found a job. Elsie
seriously told her husband that she felt she must go and do some “war
work.”
“You are not in the same position as an unmarried girl, Elsie. You have
other duties. These war jobs are for young women who have nothing else
to do.”
“I don’t see that I’ve got so much to do.”
“If you had children, you would understand that a woman’s sphere is in
her own home.”
“But I haven’t got children,” said Elsie, half under her breath.
“It’s early days to talk like that,” Williams retorted, and his glance
at her was malevolent. “One of these days you’ll have a baby, I hope,
like every other healthy married woman, and neither you nor I nor
anybody else can say how soon that day may come.”
“Well, I suppose till it does come--_if_ it ever does-you’ve no
objection to me doing my bit in regard to this war?”
“I don’t know. What is it you propose to do?”
“Oh, get a job of some kind. Ireen says they’re asking for
shorthand-typists all over the place, and willing to pay for them, too.
I could get into one of these Government shows easily, or I could go in
the V.A.D.s or something, and take a job in a hospital.”
“No,” said Williams decidedly. “No. Out of the question.”
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