Yet at this step I, for one, hesitated. There was no doubt but that the
children and the society would be the better for such an arrangement
... and there was little doubt that our civilization _was_ moving
toward such a resolution. But there were parents who would want to
retain their children and children who might be better cared for by
their progenitors than by even the best-intentioned functionaries of
the state. Would the state allow parents to keep their children if they
wanted them? If not, it was tyrannous; if so, difficult in the extreme,
for how could even the most enlightened board of analysts determine who
should be allowed their children and who not? The answer, of course,
was in the retraining of future generations. Let them grow up accepting
as inevitable and right the surrender of babies to the state. Other
cultures had done it and ours could too. But I was able, vividly, to
imagine the numerous cruelties which would be perpetrated in the name
of the whole, while the opportunity for tyranny in a civilization where
all children were at the disposal of a government brought sharply to
mind the image of the anthill society which has haunted the imagination
of the thoughtful for at least a century.
I had got myself into a most gloomy state by the time Clarissa arrived,
trailing across the lawn in an exotic ankle-length gown of gray
which floated in yards behind her, like the diaphanous flags of some
forgotten army.
“Your lawn is full of moles!” she shouted to me, pausing in her
progress and scowling at a patch of turf. “And it needs cutting and
more clover. _Always_ more clover, remember that.” She turned her back
on me to stare at the river which was as gray as her gown, but, in its
soft tidal motion, spangled with light, like sequins on a vast train.
She had no criticism of the river when she at last turned and climbed
the steps to the porch; she sat down with a gasp. “I’m boiling! Tea?
Hot tea to combat the heat.”
I poured her a cup. “Not a hot day at all.” Actually it was very warm.
“If you didn’t get yourself up as a Marie Corelli heroine, you’d be
much cooler.”
“Not very gallant, are we today?” Clarissa looked at me over her cup.
“I’ve had this gown for five hundred years. There used to be a wimple
which went with it but I lost it somewhere.”
“The material seems to be holding up quite well,” and now that she had
mentioned it, there _was_ an archaic look to the texture of the gown,
like those bits of cloth preserved under glass in museums.
“Silk lasts indefinitely, if one is tidy. I also don’t wear this much,
as you can see, but with the devalued state of the dollar (an ominous
sign, my dear, the beginning of the end!) I’ve been forced to redo a
lot of old odds-and-ends I’ve kept for sentimental reasons. This is
one of them and I’m very fond of it.” She spoke this last slowly, to
forestall any further ungallantry.
“I just wondered if it was cool.”
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