Cave nodded and continued. “I’ve already worked out some of the
practical details for putting this into action. There are still a
lot of wrinkles, but we can iron them out in time. One of the big
problems of present-day _unorganized_ suicide is the mess it causes
for the people unfortunate enough to be left behind. There are legal
complications; there is occasionally grief in old-fashioned family
groups; there is also a general disturbance which, though only social,
still tends to leave a bad taste, giving suicide, at least among the
reactionaries, a bad name.
“Our plan is simple. We will provide at each Center full faculties
for those who have listened to Cavesword and have responded to it by
taking the better way. There will be a number of comfortable rooms
where the suicidalist may receive his friends for a last visit. We’ll
provide legal assistance to put his affairs in order. Not everyone of
course will be worthy of us. Those who choose death merely to evade
responsibility will be censured and restrained. But the deserving,
those whose lives have been devoted and orderly, may come to us and
receive the gift.”
I was appalled; before I could control myself I had said: “But the law!
You just can’t let people kill themselves....”
“Why not?” Cave looked at me coldly and I saw, in the eyes of the
others, concern and hostility. I had anticipated something like this
ever since my talk with Paul but I had not thought it would come so
swiftly or so boldly.
Paul spoke for Cave. “We’ve got the Congress and the Congress will make
a law for us. For the time being, though, it _is_ against the present
statutes; however, we’ve been assured by our lawyers that there isn’t
much chance of their being invoked except perhaps in the remaining
pockets of Christianity where we’ll go slow until we do have the
necessary laws to protect us.”
At that moment the line which had, from the very beginning, been
visibly drawn between me and them, became a wall apparent to everyone.
Even Clarissa, my usual ally, fearless and sharp, did not speak out.
They looked at me, all of them awaiting a sign; even Cave regarded me
with curiosity.
My hand shook and I was forced to seize the edge of the table to steady
myself. The sensation of cold glass and iron gave me a sudden courage.
I brought Cave’s life to its end.
I turned to him and said, quietly, with all the firmness I could
summon: “Then you’ll have to die as well as they, and soon.”
There was a shocked silence. Iris shut her eyes. Paul gasped and sat
back abruptly in his chair. Cave turned white but he did not flinch.
His eyes did not waver. They seized on mine, terrible and remote, full
of power; with an effort, I looked past him. I still feared his gaze.
“What did you say?” The voice was curiously mild yet it increased
rather than diminished the tension. We had reached the crisis, without
a plan.
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