“I always assumed Paul made up the statistics. But even if they _are_
true, even if a few hundred thousand people decide to slip away every
year, I am in favor of it. There are too many people as it is and most
of them aren’t worth the room they take up. I suspect all this is
just one of nature’s little devices to reduce the population ... like
pederasty on those Greek islands.”
“You’re outrageous.”
“I’m perfectly rational which is more than I can say for you. Anyway,
the reason I’ve come to see you today is, first, to warn you and,
second, to say good-by.”
“Good-by? You’re not....”
“Going to kill myself?” she laughed. “Not in a hundred years ... though
I must say lately I’ve begun to feel old. No, I’m going away. I’ve told
Paul that I’ve had my fun, that you’re all on your own and that I want
no part of what’s to come.”
“Where will you go?”
“Who knows? Now for the warning: Paul of course is furious at you and
so is Iris.”
“Perfectly understandable. What did he say?”
“Nothing good. I talked to him this morning. I won’t enrage you by
repeating all the expletives; it’s enough to say he’s eager to get you
out of the way. He feels you’ve been a malcontent all along.”
“He’ll have trouble getting me to take Stokharin’s magic pill.”
“He may not leave it up to you,” said Clarissa significantly, and,
inadvertently, I shuddered. I had of course wondered if they would dare
go so far. I had doubted it but the matter-of-fact Clarissa enlightened
me. “Watch out for him, especially if he becomes friendly. You must
remember that with the country Cavite and with Paul in charge of the
organization you haven’t much chance.”
“I’ll take what I have.”
Clarissa looked at me without, I could see, much hope; it was
disagreeable. “What you don’t know, and this is my last good deed for
in a sense I’m responsible for getting you into this, is that you
accidentally gave the game away.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that Paul has been planning for over a year to do away with
Cave. He feels that Cave’s usefulness is over; he’s also uneasy
about letting him loose in the world. Paul wants full control of the
establishment and he can’t have it while Cave lives. Paul also realizes
... he’s much cleverer than you’ve ever thought, by the way ... that
the Cavites need a symbol, some great sacrifice and obviously Cave’s
suicide is the answer. It is Paul’s intention either to get Cave to
kill himself or else to do it for him and then announce that Cave, of
his own free will, chose to die.”
I had the brief sensation of a man drowning. “How do you know all this?”
“I have two eyes; also, Iris told me.”
“She knows too?”
“Of course she knows! Why else do you think she’s so anxious to get
Cave away from this place? She knows Paul can have him killed at any
time and no one would be the wiser.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account