“You bet your sweet life he has.” Paul was beginning to recover his
usual poise. “Your little scene gave him the excuse he needed: 'Gene’s
right.’” Paul imitated Cave’s voice with startling accuracy and malice.
“'Gene’s right. I never did mean for everybody to kill themselves off
... where’d the world be if _that_ happened? Just a few people. That’s
all.’ And he’s damned if he’s going to be one of them. 'Hate to set
that sort of example.’”
“Well, you’ll have to try something else then.”
“Why did you do it?” Paul’s voice became petulant. “Did Iris put you up
to it?”
“Nobody put me up to it.”
“You mean to sit there and try to make me believe that it just occurred
to you, like that, to suggest Cave would have to kill himself if he
encouraged suicide?”
“I mean that it occurred to me exactly like that.” I looked at
Paul with vivid loathing. “Can’t you understand even the obvious
relationship between cause and effect? With this plan of Stokharin’s
you’ll make it impossible for Cave _not_ to commit suicide and, when
he does, you will have an international death cult which I shall do my
best to combat.”
Paul’s hands began nervously to play with his tie, his lapels: I
wondered if he’d come armed. I placed my finger lightly upon the
buzzer. Implacably, we faced one another.
“You are not truly Cavesword” was all that he said.
“We won’t argue about that. I’m merely explaining to you why I said
what I did and why I intend to keep Cave alive as long as possible.
Alive and hostile to you, to your peculiar interpretation of his word.”
Paul looked suddenly disconsolate. “I’ve done what I thought best. I
feel Cave should show us all the way. I feel it’s both logical and
necessary to the Establishment that he give back his life publicly.”
“But he doesn’t want to.”
“That is the part I can’t understand. Cavesword is that death is not
to be feared but embraced yet he, the man who has really changed the
world, refuses to die.”
“Perhaps he feels he has more work to do. More places to see. Perhaps,
Paul, he doesn’t trust you ... doesn’t want to leave you in control of
the Establishment.”
“I’m willing to get out if that’s all that’s stopping him.” But the
insincerity of this protestation was too apparent for either of us to
contemplate for long.
“I don’t care what his motives are. I don’t care if he himself is
terrified of dying (and I have a hunch that that is the real reason for
his hesitancy) but I _do_ know that I don’t want him dead by his own
hand.”
“You’re quite sure of that?”
“Absolutely sure. I’m a director of the Establishment and don’t forget
it, Paul: it’s Iris, Cave and I against you and Stokharin. You may
control the organization but we have Cave himself.” I gathered courage
in my desperation. I purposely sounded as though I were in warm concert
with the others.
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