“It’ll be nothing like the traumatizing shocks in store for him during
the next few days,” said Stokharin, rubbing the bole of a rich dark
pipe against his nose to bring out its luster (the pipe’s luster, for
the nose, straight, thick, proud, already shone like a gross baroque
pearl). “Mark my words, everyone will be eager to see this phenomenon.
When Paul first told me about him, I said, ah, my friend, you have
found that father image for which you’ve searched since your own father
was run over by a bus in your ninth (the crucial) year. Poor Paul, I
said, you will be doomed to disappointment. The wish for the father
is the sign of your immaturity. For a time you find him here, there
... in analysis you transfer to me. Now you meet a spellbinder and
you turn to him, but it will not last. Exactly like that I talked to
him. Believe me, I hold back nothing. Then I met this Cave. I watched
him. Ah, what an analyst he would have made! What a manner, what power
of communication: a natural healer. If only we could train him. Miss
Mortimer, to you I appeal. Get him to study. The best people, the
post-Jungians are all here in New York. They will train him. He would
become only a lay analyst but, even so, what miracles he could perform,
what therapy! We must not waste this native genius.”
“I’m afraid, Doctor, that he’s going to be too busy wasting himself to
study your ... procedures,” Iris smiled, engagingly, dislike apparent
in her radiant eyes. Stokharin, however, was not sensitive to hostility
... no doubt attributing such emotions to some sad deficiency in the
other’s adjustment.
Iris turned to me. “Will you be in the city the whole time?”
“The whole time Cave’s here? Yes. I wouldn’t miss it for anything.”
“I’m glad. I’ve so much I want to talk to you about. So many things are
beginning to happen. Call me tomorrow. I’ll be staying at my old place.
It’s in the book.”
“Cave?”
“Is staying with Paul, out on Long Island at someone’s house. We want
to keep him away from pests as much as possible.”
“Manic depression, I should say,” said Stokharin thoughtfully, his
pipe now clenched between his teeth and his attention on Cave’s still
figure. “With latent schizoid tendencies which ... Miss Mortimer, you
must have an affair with him. You must marry him if necessary. Have
children. Let him see what it is to give life to others, to live in a
balanced....”
“Doctor, you are quite mad,” said Iris and she crossed the room, cool
in her anger. I too got away from the doctor as quickly as I could:
“False modesty, inhibited behavior, too early bowel training,” and
similar phrases ringing in my ears.
Paul caught me at the door. I’d intended to slip away without saying
good night, confident that Clarissa would understand, that the others
would not notice. “Not going so soon, are you?” He was a little
drunk, his face scarlet with excitement. “But you ought to stay and
celebrate.” I murmured something about having an early appointment the
next day.
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