“Don’t say 'you.’ Say 'we.’ You’re as much a part of this as I am.
After all you’re a director. You’ve got a say-so in these matters. Just
speak up Friday.” Paul was suddenly genial and placating. “I don’t
pretend I’ve got all the answers. I’m just talking off the top of my
head, like they say.”
A member of the team burst into the office with the news that Bishop
Winston was outside.
“Now it starts,” said Paul with a grimace.
The Bishop did not recognize me as we passed one another in the office.
He looked grim and he was wearing clerical garb.
“He’s too late,” said a lean youth, nodding at the churchman’s back.
“Professional con-men,” said his companion with disgust. “They’ve had
their day.”
And with that in my ears, I walked out into the snow-swirling street,
into the bleak opening of the new year, of Cave’s year.
I was more alarmed than ever by what Paul had told me and by what I
heard on every side. In drugstores and bars and restaurants, people
talked of Cave. I could even tell when I did not hear the name that
it was of him they spoke: a certain intentness, a great curiosity, a
wonder. In the bookstores, copies of my introduction were displayed
with large blown-up photographs of Cave to accompany them.
Alone in a bar on Madison Avenue where I’d taken refuge from the cold,
I glanced at the clippings Paul had given me. There were two sets.
The first were the original perfunctory ones which had appeared,
short, puzzled ... the reviewers, knowing even less philosophy than
I, tended to question my proposition that Caveswood was anything more
than a single speculation in rather a large field. I’d obviously not
communicated his magic, only its record which, like the testament of
miracles, depends entirely on faith and to inspire faith one needed
Cave himself.
“What do you think about the guy?” the waiter, a fragile sensitive
Latin with parchment-lidded eyes mopped the spilled gin off my table
(he’d seen a picture of Cave among my clippings).
“It’s hard to say,” I said. “How did he strike you?”
“Boy, like lightning!” The waiter beamed; a smile which showed broken
teeth spoiled the delicate line of his face. “Of course I’m Catholic
but this is something new. Some people been telling me you can’t be a
good Catholic and go for this guy. But why not? I say. You still got
Virginmerry and now you got him, too, for right now. You ought to see
the crowd we get here to see the TV when he’s on. It’s wild.”
It was wild, I thought, putting the clippings back into the
folder. Yet it might be kept within bounds. Paul had emphasized my
directorship, my place in the structure ... well, I would show them
what should be done or, rather, _not_ done.
Then I went out into the snow-dimmed street and hailed a cab. All the
way to Iris’s apartment I was rehearsing what I would say to Paul when
next we met. “Leave them alone,” I said aloud. “It is enough to open
the windows.”
“Open the windows!” The driver snorted. “It’s damn near forty in the
street.”
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