“Where do you get your sainted confidence from? Do you believe that you
are Freder’s first love? Have you forgotten the ‘Club of the Sons,’
Maria? There are a hundred women there—and all are his! These loving
little women could all tell you about Freder’s love, for they know more
about it than you do, and you have only one advantage over them: You
can weep when he leaves you; for they are not allowed to weep.... When
Joh Fredersen’s son celebrates his marriage it will be as though all
Metropolis celebrated its marriage. When?—Joh Fredersen will decide
that.... With whom?—Joh Fredersen will decide that.... But you will
not be the bride, Maria! The son of Joh Fredersen will have forgotten
you by the day of his wedding.”
“Never!” said the girl. “Never—never!”
And the painless tears of a great, true love fell upon the beauty of
her smile.
The man got up. He stood still before the girl. He looked at her. He
turned away. As he was crossing the threshold of the next room his
shoulder fell against the door-post.
He slammed the door to. He stared straight ahead. He looked on the
being—his creature of glass and metal—which bore the almost completed
head of Maria.
His hands moved towards the head, and, the nearer they came to it, the
more did it appear as if these hands, these lonely hands, wished not to
create but to destroy.
“We are bunglers, Futura!” he said. “Bunglers!—Bunglers! Can I give
you the smile which you make angels fall gladly down to hell? Can I
give you the tears which would redeem the chiefest Satan, and make him
beatify?—Parody is your name! And Bungler is mine!”
Shining cool and lustrous, the being stood there and looked at its
creator with its baffling eyes. And, as he laid his hands on its
shoulders, its fine structure tinkled in mysterious laughter....
* * * * *
Freder, on recovering, found himself surrounded by a dull brightness.
It came from a window, in the frame of which stood a pale, grey sky.
The window was small and gave the impression that it had not been
opened for centuries.
Freder’s eyes wandered through the room. Nothing that he saw penetrated
into his consciousness. He remembered nothing. He lay, his back resting
on stones which were cold and smooth. All his limbs and joints were
racked by a dull pain.
He turned his head to one side. He looked at his hands which lay
beside him as though not belonging to him, thrown away, bled white.
Knuckles knocked raw ... shreds of skin ... brownish crusts ... were
these his hands?
He stared at the ceiling. It was black, as if charred. He stared at the
walls; grey, cold walls....
Where was he—? He was tortured by thirst and a ravenous hunger. But
worse than the hunger and thirst was the weariness which longed for
sleep and which could not find it.
Maria occurred to him....
Maria?... Maria—?
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