“It was as though the air was burning. We breathed fire. At the same
time there radiated from the girl a coldness—an unbearable, cutting
coldness. The smile which hovered between her half-open lips seemed to
be the unspoken closing verse of a shameless song.
“Is there some substance through the power of which emotions are
destroyed, as colours are by acids? The presence of this girl was
enough to annul everything which spells fidelity in the human heart,
even to a point of absurdity. I had accepted the invitation of this
house because Tora had told me she would go too. Now I no longer saw
Tora, and I have not seen her since. And the strange thing was that,
among all these motionless beings who were standing there as though
benumbed, there was not one who could have hidden his feelings. Each
knew how it was with the other. Each felt that he was naked and saw
the nakedness of the others. Hatred, born of shame, smouldered among
us. Tora was crying. I could have struck her.... Then the girl danced.
No, it was no dance.... She stood, freed from the hand of the old
man, on the lowest step, facing us, and she raised her arms about the
width of her garment with a gentle, a seemingly never-ending movement.
The slender hands touched above her hair-parting. Over her shoulders,
her breasts, her hips, her knees, there ran an incessant, a barely
perceptible trembling. It was no frightened trembling. It was like the
trembling of the final spinal fins of a luminous, deep-sea fish. It was
as though the girl were carried higher and higher by this trembling,
though she did not move her feet. No dance, no scream, no cry of an
animal in heat, could have so lashing an effect as the trembling of
this shimmering body, which seemed, in its calm, in its solitude, to
impart the waves of its incitement to every single soul in the room.
“Then she went up the steps, stepping backwards, with tentative feet,
without lowering her hands, and she disappeared into a velvet-deep
darkness. The servants opened the door to the street. They lined up
with backs bent.
“The people still sat motionless.
“‘Good night, ladies and gentlemen!’ said the old man....”
Jan was silent. He took his hat from his head. He wiped his forehead.
“A dancer,” said Freder, with cold lips, “but a spirit...?”
“Not a spirit! I will tell you another story.... A man and a woman, of
fifty and forty, rich and very happy, have a son. You know him, but I
will not mention any names....
“The son sees the girl. He is as though mad. He storms the house. He
storms the girl’s father: ‘Let me have her! I am dying for her!’ The
old man smiles, shrugs his shoulders, is silent, is exceedingly sorry,
the girl is not to be attained.
“The young man wants to lay hands on the old man, but he is whirled out
of the house and thrown into the street, by he does not know whom. He
is taken home. He falls ill and is at Death’s door. The doctors shrug
their shoulders.
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