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“Quite right, my boy,” said the old man benignly; and, after a few more
words, Louis took his leave.
For perhaps the first time in his life he stepped into the elevator; he
who usually ran up the long, steep stairs as fleetly as a gazelle. Then,
reaching his own little room, under the roof, he sat down, slowly and
heavily, and looked about him. It was spotlessly clean, but with no
attempt at beauty, except one or two of Freddy’s drawings; and, to the
boy’s new sense of sight, repulsively bare and comfortless. He let his
head sink hopelessly upon his hands. Look where he would, there was no
place at “Prices” for Pinkie. With his best efforts he could not think
her into his workaday world. It was not her fault, of course; the hardy
_arbor vitæ_ stands erect amidst the snows from which the rose must be
carefully protected. Is the rose to blame? No, it is only a question of
corresponding with one’s environment. Pinkie was, clearly and
self-evidently, not created or evolved to correspond with any such
environment as “Prices.”
He was sitting in the same position when his father entered, half an
hour later, with an elate expression, which changed suddenly at sight of
Louis’ smile; an old smile on a boyish face.
“So!” said Karl Metzerott; “but it is my blame for sending you as a
child among those people! Ah! what a fool I was! What has she done to
thee, Louis, to send thee home with a face like that?”
“It is not her fault, father, nor mine, nor any one’s, for that matter.”
“Tell me that! Nothing is _her_ fault at thy age, Louis. Tell me about
it, and let me be the judge. Have I not always warned thee? A man’s own
senses might tell him that a bit of pink and white wax-work is not the
wife for a workingman.”
Louis sighed. “It is true,” he said. “Father, I have thought and
thought, but I cannot imagine her _here_,—or—myself anywhere else. For
see! I have grown up at ‘Prices,’ father; these dear friends are _my_
friends, part of my life; if I could leave it, only half of my heart
could go with me; if I could rise into her world”—
“Rise? that is, lie, cheat, steal, do anything to get money! For it is
money alone that makes equals in that world, my boy; have I not seen
it?”
Louis bowed his head once more in sad acquiescence. His thoughts were
too chaotic for words, but he felt dimly and confusedly that his father
was right. Polly’s mercenariness was a nobler thing than Pinkie’s scorn
of expense; nay, if he had known it, even the rough raillery of the
board-room, quite as delicate as much schoolgirl teasing. “Prices” might
be—was—in essentials the higher world; but since it was not Pinkie’s
world the result was practically the same. Louis glanced around the
plain, bare room, and thought of Alice’s dainty parlor, of the pink and
white nest that sheltered his bird, of which he had once had an
accidental glimpse,—and he sighed heavily.
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