Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
“If a fellow could only believe in Jesus Christ!” he murmured. “He’s
about the only one I know who could help me; for the pastor never could
manage Gretchen; besides, he’d be so wild at the bare idea that he’d be
ready to tear me in pieces. Then, any interference from anybody would
put her on her ear directly; yet, as the parson says, breaking that
rascal’s head wouldn’t do anybody good—but me! Now, Jesus Christ—if
there is such a person—could help, if He’d a mind to; and if help of any
kind _does_ come, it’ll be from Him, that’s a dead certainty. I suppose
the parson would ask Him; but, no, hang it all! if He is the sort of
person they say He is, and knows all about it, He won’t wait to be
asked; Mr. Clare didn’t. Well, there’s just this about it. If Gretchen
comes safe out of this, even if she marries some other fellow, so he’s
an honest man and not a cursed rascal like Frank Randolph, then I will
believe in Him, and fight His battles, too, for all I’m worth.”
It was an odd self-dedication, and one could almost fancy a smile of
amused tenderness on the Face that was all the while so very, very close
to him. The next moment Gretchen herself came hurriedly around the
corner. She was flushed and heated as if from rapid walking; her bonnet
was slightly askew, and her “bangs” were wild: the whole appearance of
things was as if something had happened, or was about to happen, to her,
at last.
“Aha! my lady,” said Fritz to himself, “my eye is upon you, and I
propose to keep it there. It’s come to stay. Hello!” he called aloud.
“Hello, Gretchen!”
She glanced up and around with an air of frightened guilt until she
caught his eye.
“What are you doing there?” she called.
“Waiting for the parson. Where have you been, to get so warm?”
“None of your business,” she cried, as she disappeared around the
corner.
Fritz drew in his head with a smile.
“I don’t mind trifles like that,” he said grimly. “Guess she’ll sing
another tune by and by; and meanwhile I’ll go get some supper.” He
paused before a copy of Gabriel Max’s head of Christ, and looked at it
steadfastly, just checking himself in saying, “I am much obliged to
you.”
“Stuff and nonsense! He ain’t a picture, anyway,” said Fritz, as he
banged the door with unnecessary emphasis.
In spite of his eye being upon her, Gretchen managed to elude him, and
go home by herself when her duties were over; and when he followed her
to the parsonage, he was told that she had gone to bed with a bad
headache. There was a light in her window, however, and a shadow upon
the blind as of some one moving about the room. Fritz felt half inclined
to keep watch all night; but, though in one sense a full-blooded German,
three generations of his kith and kin had breathed American air; so he
only said, “Humbug!” and went to bed in a re-actionary frame of mind.
And all the while that Face was so very, very close to him!
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