Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
“Do what you believe,” said Mr. Clare. “In fact, neither you nor any of
us _can_ do otherwise. What we believe, that will we do; nothing else.
What we do not show in our lives, we do _not yet_ entirely believe.
There is no escape from that logic, Louis, terrible though it be.” He
paused, hesitated, then went on with a smile. “For I have just shown you
that you have not been living up to what faith you have, which is, after
all, not a little. Therefore, you see, it fails just so far of being a
real faith, and you cannot ask for more until you have made the most of
what you already have. Only go on working, not thinking at all of
yourself, living for others, and some day—if not in this world, at least
in the next—your eyes will be opened like those of the disciples at
Emmaus, and you will say, ‘Did not my heart burn within me, while He
talked with me by the way?’”
“In the next world!” said Louis thoughtfully. “But if there be no other
world, Mr. Clare?”
“Ah! my boy, that you must be content to take—yet a while—on trust. When
your eyes see the King in His beauty, the land that is very far off will
become a reality to you; not until. The best—I was about to say the
sole—argument for immortality is my text of this morning: ‘Because He
lives, we shall live also.’ ‘And this is life eternal, to know Thee, the
only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom Thou hast sent.’”
“I’m like Dr. Richards,” said Louis, smiling sadly. “You don’t touch my
spiritual optic nerve. But I am glad you tell me _to do_, Mr. Clare, for
I want to believe, and cannot. Yet the Herr Pastor told me once,” he
continued, smiling, “not to put my trust in anything that I did, for
that my righteousness was as filthy rags, and that I must believe in
order to be saved.”
“The Herr Pastor was quite right, my boy. Your righteousness, and mine
also, _is_ as filthy rags compared with His, and compared also with the
wedding garment in which we shall sit down to the marriage supper of the
Lamb. And have I not told you that, as your faith grows, your salvation
from sin grows also? I have not told you that you will ever be able to
_say_ that you believe in this world, because I have known of so many
whose lives have acknowledged Him while their lips, to their latest
breath, denied Him. Am I a poor comforter, Louis?” he added kindly, as
the boy looked down and sighed.
“No, no; I was thinking of Dr. Richards. He is one of those men you
spoke of, and, perhaps, never will believe as you do.”
“Frederick Richards is one of the bravest men I ever knew,” said Mr.
Clare.
He was a very silent man for the next few days; also very gentle and
tender towards all around him, especially his wife, whom he watched as
she went about the house or sat at work beside him, with eyes of wistful
comprehension. It was not until the week was nearly gone that she crept
up to him one evening, in the early twilight, and silently laid her head
upon his breast.
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