Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
Karl Metzerott allowed no hands but his own to touch the body of his
son; and, when the blood had been washed from the cold form, it was the
father alone who dressed it in the well-kept “Sunday suit,” and brushed
back the fair hair from the white temples. Then he sat down beside the
bed, dumbly despairing. His clothes, of a rough brown cloth, were stiff
with patches of dark red, his hands were stained of the same fatal
color, his rugged face was set, his eyes dull and glassy.
“Do I need to be told that I cannot keep him long?” he asked bitterly;
“then let me keep him while I can; and leave me, all of you, let me be
alone with my dead.”
For a night, a day, and then another night, without food or sleep,
motionless, silent, brooding over thoughts too terrible for words, he
sat there.
Forever, forever parted, never, nevermore to meet again. The gentle,
strong, loving heart still forever, the blue eyes nevermore to read the
secret of another’s sorrow, the busy hands folded uselessly on the
wounded breast. Ah! that wound had not been useless; it had dispersed
the mob more quickly than a hundred cannon.
Once and again, as the light flickered over the still features, he
started forward, full of the wild thought that they had moved;—only to
fall back the next moment into the blackness of a bitterer despair.
Dead, dead, body and soul, forever, forever, dead, dead!
In the dawn of the second morning there was a hand upon the lock, and
the voice of Ernest Clare begged for admittance. With the sense that, of
all men, this man he not merely dreaded but feared to see, the
shoemaker’s spirit rose up bravely to defy this fear. He unbarred the
door and stood aside for the guest to enter. He was prepared for grief,
it was natural that any one should love his boy; and preaching he was
ready to defy; but he had not anticipated the look of sorrowful triumph,
as in a dear-bought victory, wherewith the clergyman bent to kiss the
pale cold forehead.
“It is the death he would have chosen,” he said, turning to the father
with almost a smile.
Karl Metzerott’s rugged features worked convulsively a moment, then the
words burst from his lips as though they rent his heart in the
speaking,—
“I chose it for him! I killed him!”
Ernest Clare turned his eyes aside from beholding the man’s agony; it
was all he could do.
“I hate you,” continued the rough voice, harsh with grief; “yet, if I
had followed your counsel, my boy would be now alive. The vengeance
which I would have brought upon the guilty has lighted on the head of
the innocent; yet you would have me believe in a God, who rules and
judges the earth!”
“Tell me this,” said Ernest Clare, “while a man or woman lives who
remembers Louis Metzerott, will there ever be another riot in
Micklegard?”
“Another!” cried the father, “another! _Allmächtiger Gott!_ ANOTHER!”
“You have called upon His name!” said Ernest Clare, “and you have felt
His justice! How dare you deny that He _is_.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account