I've been at more than one sailor's funeral, which has a certain sadness
about it that seems greater than what, you know ashore, but this seemed
to me the worst I had ever had to do with. Trouble seemed to have been
heaped upon trouble, and though in the heat and excitement of a storm or
a fight you often go very near death, yet you don't seem to fear it as
you do at a time like this was, when, as I stood over that bit of
canvas, it seemed to me that I was nearer to my end than I had ever felt
in all the dangers I had been through before.
It was growing darker and darker; the birds had all stopped their
twittering, and I was thinking and thinking, when in a slow sad way Mr
Tomtit got up, and came and stood over the corpse, and tried to speak,
but his voice seemed choked. He went on after a minute or two, though,
and said, in a quiet deep voice, a short and earnest prayer, one that I
had never seen in a book, nor heard before or since; and in it he prayed
the great God of all people, who had seen the sufferings of this our
poor brother, to take him to Himself, even as we committed his poor
decaying body to the great deep--the Almighty's great ocean, upon which
we poor helpless ones now floated--thanking Him for His preservation of
us so far, and praying that His protection might be with us evermore.
And he prayed too that as it had pleased God to bereave the sorrowing
sister, might it please Him to put it into the heart of every man
present to be a new brother and protector to the weeping one, even, were
it necessary, unto death.
And then there was a great silence fell upon us all; then came a slow
grating sound, a soft rustle as I raised the hatch, and a heavy splash
in the water, which broke up into little waves and flashes of light, to
die away again into darkness.
There was more than one deep sob heard there that night from out of the
darkness; and though dark, it was not so black but we could see Miss
Bell at Mr Tomtit's feet, holding his hand as he bent over her, and she
seeming to be kissing and crying over it.
No one seemed to care to move for a long, long time, but at last Miss
Bell's dress rustled softly as she glided away to her tent, and then Mr
Tomtit went and leaned over the side. And mind, I do not call him by
that name from any disrespect, for, though we had all been ready to
laugh at him for his looks and ways, there was not a man there but would
have gone and gladly shaken the hand which Miss Bell had kissed; and I
felt vexed myself for not feeling before how good a heart the man must
have who had so great a love for all of God's creatures, that he would
risk his life even for his birds.
That was a sad, sad night, though the ship seemed lighter now that there
was no longer death on board; and I was in such a low miserable state,
that I did what seemed to me to be the only thing I could do that
night,--I went and sat down beside the fat passenger.
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