Mildred Arkell: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Wood, Henry, Mrs.
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Mildred Arkell: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Wood, Henry, Mrs.
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"Well, Lucy, I wish you happy," Mrs. St. John said; "but it is not the
marriage you should have made."
"Perhaps not. I suppose not. For Mr. Arkell's family is of course
inferior to mine----"
"Inferior! Mr. Arkell's family!" interrupted Mrs. St. John, all her
aristocratic prejudices offended at the words. "What do you mean, Lucy?
Mr. Arkell is of _no_ family! They are tradespeople--manufacturers. We
don't speak of that class as 'a family.' _You_ are of our order; and I
can tell you, the Cheveleys have had the best blood in their veins. It
is a very sad descent for you; little less--my dear, I cannot help
speaking--than degradation for life."
"If I had good family," spoke Lucy, "what else had I?"
"_Beauty!_" was Mrs. St. John's involuntary answer, as she gazed at the
wondrously lustrous brown eyes, the bright exquisite features.
"Beauty!" echoed Lucy, in surprise. "Oh, Mrs. St. John! you forget."
"Forget what, Lucy."
"That I am deformed."
The word was spoken in a painful whisper, and the sensitive complexion
grew carmine with the sense of shame. It is ever so. Where any defect of
person exists, none can feel it as does its possessor; it is to the mind
one ever-present agony of humiliation. Lucy Cheveley's spine was not
straight; of fragile make and constitution, she had "grown aside," as
the familiar saying runs; but at this early period of her life it was
not so apparent to a beholder (unless the defect was known and searched
for) as it afterwards became.
"You are not very much so, Lucy," was Mrs. St. John's answer. "And your
face compensates for it."
Lucy shook her head. "You say so from kindness, I am sure. Do you know,"
she resumed, her voice again becoming almost inaudible, "I once heard
Mrs. Dewsbury joking with Sir Edward about me. He was down for a week
about a year ago, and she was telling him he ought to get married and
settle down to a steady life. He answered that he could get nobody to
have him, and Mrs. Dewsbury--of course you know it was only a jesting
conversation on both sides--said, 'There's Lucy Cheveley, would she do
for you?' '_She_,' he exclaimed; 'she's deformed!' Mrs. St. John, will
you believe that for a long while after I felt sick at having to go out,
or to cross a room?"
"Yes, I can believe it," said Mrs. St. John, sadly, for she was not
unacquainted with this sensitive phase in human misfortune. "Well, Lucy,
you cannot be convinced, I dare say, that your figure is _not_
unsightly, so we will let that pass. But I do not understand yet, how
you came to marry Peter Arkell."
Lucy laughed and blushed.
"Ah! I see; you loved him. And yet, few, save you, would find Peter
Arkell so lovable a man."
"If you only knew his worth, Mrs. St. John!"
"I dare say. But as a knight-errant he is not attractive. Of course, the
chief consideration now, is--the thing being irrevocably done, and you
here--what sort of a home will he be able to keep for you."
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