Adopted children -- Fiction; American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels
“It seems strange to you, no doubt, that I have purposely absented
myself from home so long, and in looking back upon the past, it seems
strange to me. I was very unhappy when I went away, and at the last I
quarrelled with my father, who, for a farewell, gave to me his curse,
bidding me never come into his presence again. If you know him at all,
you know he has a fiery temper. To a certain extent I inherit the same,
and with my passions roused I said it would be many years before he saw
my face again. Still, I should have returned had not circumstances
occurred which rendered it unnecessary. I wrote to my father twice, but
he never answered me, and I said ‘I will write no more.’ For three years
I remained among the South Sea Islands, and then found my way to India,
where, in the excitement of amassing wealth, I gradually ceased to care
for anything in America. At last I made the acquaintance of a fair young
English girl, and making her my wife, removed with her to England,
where, little more than a year since, she died, leaving me nothing to
love but Edith. Then my thoughts turned homeward, for I promised Lucy,
when dying, that I would seek a reconciliation with my father. So I
crossed the ocean again, coming first to Dresden, for this wild,
out-of-the-way place is connected with some of the sweetest and saddest
memories of my life. In a few days, however, I go to Beechwood, but I
shall not apprise my father of my return, for I wish to test the
instincts of the parental heart, and see if he will know me.
“I have told you so much, Miss Hawley, because I know you must think
strangely of my long absence, and then there is something about you
which prompts me to wish for your good opinion. I might tell you much
more of my life,—tell you of an error committed in boyhood, as it were,
and in manhood bitterly regretted,—not the deed itself, but the
concealment of it, but the subject would not interest you.”
Mildred could not help fancying that the subject would interest her, but
she did not say so, and as Mr. Howell just then observed that Edith had
fallen asleep in her arms, he ceased speaking and hastened to relieve
her. The movement awakened Edith, who insisted upon sleeping with
_Minnie_, as she called her.
“Yes, let her stay with me,” said Mildred; “she is such an affectionate
little thing that she seems almost as near to me as a sister.”
“You are enough alike to be sisters. Did you know that?” Mr. Howell
asked, and Mildred blushed painfully as she met the admiring gaze fixed
upon her so intently.
He was thinking what a beautiful picture they made,—the _rose_ just
bursting into perfect loveliness, and the _bud_ so like the rose that
they might both have come from the same parent stem.
“Yes, Edith has your eyes,” he continued, “your mouth and your
expression, but otherwise she is like her English mother.”
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