Adopted children -- Fiction; American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels
“Yes, your wife,” Oliver whispered, faintly. “Forgive me, Lawrence, for
I couldn’t help it, when I saw her so bright, so beautiful, so like a
dancing sunbeam. She was a merry little creature, and even the sound of
her voice stirred my very heartstrings when I was a boy. Then, when we
both were older, and I awoke to the nature of my feelings toward her, I
many a time laid down upon the grass in the woods out yonder, and prayed
that I might die, for I knew how worse than hopeless was my love. Oh,
how I loathed myself!—how I hated my deformity, sickening at the thought
of starry-eyed Mildred wasting her regal beauty on such as me. At last
there came a day when I saw a shadow on her brow, and with her head in
my lap, she told me of her love for you, while I compelled myself to
hear, though every word burned into my soul. You know the events which
followed, but you do not know the fierce struggle it has cost me to keep
from her a knowledge of my love. But I succeeded, and she has never
suspected how often my heart has been wrung with anguish when in her
artless way she talked to me of you, and wished _I_ could love somebody,
so as to know, just what it was. Oh, Lawrence! that was the bitterest
drop of all in the cup I had to drain. Love somebody!—ah me, never human
being worshipped another as I have worshipped Mildred Howell; and after
I’m dead, you may tell her how the cripple loved her, but not till then,
for Lawrence, when I die, it must be with my head on Mildred’s shoulder.
Hers must be the last face I look upon, the last voice I listen to.
Shall it be so? May she come? Tell me yes, for I have given my life for
her.”
“Yes, yes,” answered Lawrence, “she shall surely come,” and he pressed
the poor hands of him who was indeed dying for Mildred Howell.
* * * * *
Twenty-four hours had passed, and again the October moon looked into the
chamber where Oliver lay dying. All in vain the cool night wind moved
his light-brown hair, or fanned his feverish brow where the perspiration
was standing so thickly. All in vain were Hepsy’s groans and the Judge’s
whispered words, “Pity, pity, and he so young.” All in vain the deep
concern of Richard Howell and Lawrence, for nothing had power to save
him, not even the beautiful creature who had pillowed his head upon her
arm and who often bent down to kiss the lips, which smiled a happy smile
and whispered:
“Dear, dear Mildred.”
“Let my head sink lower,” he said at last; “so I can look into your
eyes.”
Very carefully Lawrence Thornton adjusted the weary head, laying it more
upon the lap of his young bride, and whispering to Oliver:
“Can you see her now?”
“Yes,” was the faint reply, and for a moment there was silence, while
the eyes of the dying man fixed themselves upon the face above them, as
if they fain would take a semblance of those loved features up to
heaven.
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