Miles Tremenhere: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 2Maillard, Annette Marie
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Miles Tremenhere: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 2
Maillard, Annette Marie
English fiction
"Does this daunt you already?" he asked, smiling. "If you love me, I
fear nothing; this assurance is all I ask. Think well, dear girl, before
you reply; for I do not seek a mere confession of your heart's
prompting affections _now_. I ask you to ponder well, and say whether
you are sure, Minnie, that above every man you ever may see, you can
love me? whether, for my sake, you are willing, under all circumstances,
to share my fate?"
"I have asked myself this, Miles," she said seriously, "before to-night;
I need not pause to weigh my own affections; I never shall love any man
as I love you."
"Minnie," he whispered, for he trembled with emotion as he drew her
gently towards his supporting arm, "do not mistake your feelings, it
would be destruction to me; for my every thought is united to you. Do
not wreck them, as so many others have been wrecked in my sad fate. I am
wrong," he added, more joyously. "If you love me truly, when our lives
shall be one, O then, in that happiness I shall become another man, and
doubly energetic in my appointed task, for your dear sake, to raise you
where you should and shall be!"
"I don't know how it is, Miles," she said seriously, for it seemed as if
the child had all departed, leaving a grave, thoughtful woman; "but I
never thought of love, as they say most young girls do; it was rather
distasteful to me, I heard so much about marriage until we met; and now,
my love for you has so much of reverence with it, I _know_ I never could
feel for another as I do for you."
"Darling," he whispered, smiling, "I don't half like that word
'reverence'--you must not feel too much of that, or I shall dread the
disparity of our years as engendering fear, more than love: love, dear
child, should be all-confiding, all-fearless, childish, and innocent."
"I do not fear you, Miles, believe me; but I love. I look upon you with
so many combined feelings, as brother, father--_all_ those affections
which I have never known, they seem to gather round you: how, then, can
I do otherwise than reverence you?"
He was silent some moments; then, removing the arm which had clasped her
waist, he took her hand in both of his, and said seriously--"My ideas,
dearest, of what a wife should be, are perhaps more rigid than those of
the many, and how that wife should be won. There was a time, long ago, I
might perhaps, in the impetuosity of youth and prosperity, have urged
you to fly with me. _Now_, I would not do so; for, Minnie, though love
_at first_ may excuse all, there might come a time when the husband
would reflect. I am a very jealous man; do not let this alarm you. You
never would arouse it by act of yours, I feel assured; still, we are
mortal. Some day I might remember how I had won you, if you outstepped
the bounds of strict prudence, and this might raise the demon Suspicion
in my mind. You see how candid I am!"
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