Miles Tremenhere: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 2Maillard, Annette Marie
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Miles Tremenhere: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 2
Maillard, Annette Marie
English fiction
Miles sped away across fields, once his, to the homely farmer's, (Weld,)
where, we have said, he had taken up his abode. He, too, was in deep
cogitation; his mind filled with thoughts of Minnie. With an artist's
eye, he remembered every outline of her lovely face and form: there was
something so seraphic in it: for a while it obliterated all bitterer
memories--cousin, mother, all. Then, as he awoke from a day-dream of
what might _possibly_ have been, a double flood of indignation and
hatred rushed through his heart towards Marmaduke. "I would have
willingly shared all with him," he cried aloud, "so he had left me name,
and _her_ fame; with these I might _perhaps_ have won----" He paused.
"Lady Dora her cousin, too! strange I should never have thought of
_that_! But, then, 'tis ever so; we sit down contentedly under a happy
influence of sunlight, unquestioning whether it will last, or wherefore
it shines, whence it comes. _That_ would have been the maddest dream of
any. Proud! oh, Juno herself fabled Juno not prouder! There were many
things in that girl I could not fathom: Was she really so proud? or, Had
her heart a softer feeling beneath that mantle? or, Was it merely
woman's love of enchaining, which made her so gentle, yielding, _almost_
loving, only to frown down upon the half-uttered hopes her manner gave
birth to? I remember the day she was leaving; I am not a vain man, but
assuredly there was a tear in her eye, and the hand, for the first
time, touched mine--how cold her's was! _That_ was vanity. Her manners
piqued me, her beauty dazzled; but I forgot her a week afterwards, and
worked at the statue for which she had been my model, as calmly as if no
line of it were drawn in vain imitation of her matchless grace. But I
forgot _her_!--could I forget Miss Dalzell?" He was silent for a long
time, and walked onward in thought. "I will leave this place," he said
at last, speaking aloud--that habit which denotes the lonely
man--speaking aloud, not to forget the _tone_ of a human voice. "I will
leave this, and then forget that sweet, fair face; I cannot allow my
heart the luxury even of that thought. I require all its energies--it
must be vigorous, Miles, vigorous, for it's worldly encounter, not
enervated by love! Pshaw! leave love to boys--I am a man--a sad,
stricken man--what have I to do with love? Why, my hair will be
silvering soon, and how might I mingle such, with those glorious wreaths
of golden shade, as she lay on my bosom! Away, away!" he cried, groaning
deeply. "This is a devil's vision, to tempt me aside, from duty to a
saint! What a beautiful thing nature is!" he continued, after a pause.
"What act of art, however gorgeous her colouring, could compete with
that one--so beautiful--so pure--so perfect--when Minnie Dalzell put her
two fair hands in childish confidence in mine!" Again he walked on in
silence, and as he entered Farmer Weld's door, he muttered, "I will
leave this place to-morrow!"
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