Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
Philosophy
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
If she was attached to Frank, and had been for years, why that sudden
kindling of her eyes, and that lighting up of her whole face whenever he
was with her, and why that sweet graciousness of manner towards him
which she had of late evinced? Was Magdalen a coquette, or was that the
way of girls? Roger did not know,—he had never made them a study, never
been interested in any girl or woman except Magdalen; and now, when he
must lose her, he began to feel that he had loved her always from the
moment when he took her as his child and first held her baby hands in
his, and laid her soft cheek against his own. She _was_ his,—he had a
better right to her than Frank, and he wrote her name all over the sheet
of paper on the table, and thought of all the castles he had built
within the last few weeks,—castles of the time when Magdalen would be
really his and he could lavish upon her the love and tender caresses he
would be coy of giving any one who was not his wife. Roger was naturally
very reserved,—and in his intercourse with Magdalen he had only shown
her glimpses of the deep, warm love he felt for her. He held peculiar
notions about such things, and he was sorry now that he did,—sorry that
he had not improved his opportunities and won her for his own before
Frank appealed to him, as he had done through his mother, and thus
sealed his lips forever. He was thinking of all this, and was so
absorbed in it that he forgot his sister was there watching him
narrowly, but veiling her watchfulness with her apparent interest in her
worsted work, which became strangely tangled and mixed, and required her
whole attention to unravel and set right. But she could not sit still
all the evening and let Roger fill that sheet of foolscap with
“Magdalen;” she must recall him to the point at issue, and so she said
at last,—
“Frank will do nothing without your sanction, and what he wants is your
permission, as Magdalen’s guardian, for him to address her. Can he have
it?”
Then Roger looked up a moment, and the pencil which had been so busy
began to trace a long black line through every name as if he thus would
blot out the sweetest dream of his life.
“Have my permission to address Magdalen? Yes—certainly, if he wants it.
I had thought—yes, I had hoped—I had supposed—”
Here Roger came to a full stop, and then, as the only thing he could do,
he added,—
“I thought I had heard something about a Miss Grey of New York, and that
probably has misled me. Was there nothing in that report?”
“Nothing,” Mrs. Irving replied. “Frank knew her in New Haven and met her
abroad, and so it was only natural he should call upon her in New York.
There is nothing in that rumor; absolutely nothing. Frank’s mind was too
full of Magdalen for him to care for a hundred Miss Greys. Poor foolish
boy, it brings my own youth back to me to see him so infatuated. I must
go to him now, for I know how anxiously he is waiting for me. Thank you
for the favorable answer I can give him.”
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