Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
There were two packages inside, and both were wrapped in thick brown
paper, which Magdalen removed carefully, and without the least agitation
now. Her excitement had either passed or was so great that she did not
heed it, and she was conscious of no emotions whatever as she sat there
removing the paper wrappings from what seemed to be a _letter_, an old,
yellow, soiled letter, directed to “Master Roger L. Irving,” in a
handwriting she did not know. She did not open the letter, but she read
the name and whispered it to herself, and thought by some strange
accident of that morning by the river when Roger had spoken of working
for her with his hands, and of her helping him in case he should lose
Millbank. Why she should recall that incident she could not tell any
more than she could guess that she held in her hands that which would
eventually lead to just such an alternative as Roger had suggested.
She put the letter down, and took the other package and removed its
wrappings and turned it to the light, uttering a cry of terror and
surprise at what was written there. She must read it,—she _would_ read
it and know the worst, and she opened the worn document, which was dated
back so many years, and read it through while her fingers seemed to grow
big and numb, and she felt her arms prickle to her shoulders. Once she
thought of paralysis, as the strange sensation went creeping through her
whole system, and she was conscious of feeling that she merited some
such punishment for the idle curiosity which had resulted so
disastrously.
She read every word that was written on the paper, and understood it,
too,—that is, understood what the dead old man had done, but not _why_
he had done it. That was something for which she could find no excuse,
no reason. Doubtless the letter directed to Roger contained the
explanation, if there was one; but that was sacred to her,—that was
Roger’s alone. She could not meddle with that; she would give it to him
just as she had found it.
“Poor wronged Roger; it will kill him,” she moaned; “and to think that I
should be the instrument of his ruin.”
She was rocking to and fro in her distress, with her hands locked
together around her knees, and her head bowed in her lap. What could she
do? What should she do? she asked herself, and something answered again,
“Put it where you found it, and keep your own counsel.”
Surely that advice was good, and Magdalen started to follow it, when
suddenly there came back to her the words, “If I believed it, I would
move heaven and earth to find it.”
Roger had spoken thus on that summer morning, which seemed so long ago.
Roger was honest; Roger was just; Roger would bid her take that dreadful
paper to him, though total ruin was the result.
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