Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
Then he looked away to the huge mill upon the river, the shoe-shop
farther on, and thought of the immense revenue they yielded, and then
his eye came back to Millbank proper,—the handsome house, embowered in
trees, with its velvety lawn and spacious grounds, and its ease and
luxury within. “All his,” unless he chose to throw it away for a girl,
who did not love him, and who, he believed, preferred Roger and poverty
and toil, to luxury and Millbank and himself. Had he believed otherwise,
had no suspicion of her preference for Roger entered his mind, he might
have hesitated a moment ere deciding to give up the princely fortune
which had come so suddenly to him. But the fact that she was hard to win
only enhanced her value, and he resolutely shut his eyes to the
sacrifice he was making for her sake, and thought instead how he would
work for her, deny himself for her, and become all that her husband
ought to be.
“She _shall_ love me better than she loves Roger. She shall never regret
her choice if she decides for me,” he said, as he went back to the
house, which he reached just as dinner was announced.
Mrs. Walter Scott had not seen him when he first came home in the
afternoon, but she saw him leave the house and hurry down the avenue,
while something in his manner indicated an unusual degree of
perturbation and excitement A few moments later she found Magdalen in
her own room, lying upon the sofa, her face as white as marble, and her
eyes wearing so scared a look that she was greatly alarmed, and asked
what was the matter.
“A headache; it came on suddenly,” Magdalen said, while her lip quivered
and her eyes filled with tears, which ran down her cheeks in torrents,
as Mrs. Irving bent to kiss her, smoothing her forehead and saying to
her, “Poor child, you look as if you were suffering so much. I wish I
could help you. Can I?”
“No, nobody can help me,—nobody. Oh, is it a sin to wish I had never
been born?” was Magdalen’s reply, which confirmed Mrs. Walter Scott in
her suspicion that Frank had something to do with her distress.
Frank had spoken again and been refused, and they might lose the hundred
thousand after all. Mrs. Walter Scott could not afford to lose it. She
had formed too many plans which were all depending upon it to see it
pass from her without an effort to keep it, and bringing a little stool
to Magdalen’s side, she sat down by her and began to caress, and pity,
and soothe her, and at last said to her, “Excuse me, darling, but I am
almost certain that Frank has had more or less to do with your headache.
I know he has been here; did you see him?”
Magdalen made no reply, only her tears fell faster, and she turned her
face away from the lady, who continued, in her softest, kindest manner,
“My poor boy, I know all about it; can’t you love him? Try, darling, for
my sake as well as his. We could be so happy together. Tell me what you
said to him.”
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