Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
Philosophy
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
She _had_ brought him sorrow, and yet he would not for the world have
failed of knowing how sweet it was to love her even if she could not be
his. If he could have kept her and taken her with him to his home among
the hills, he felt that he would have parted willingly with his fortune
and beautiful Millbank. But that could not be. She belonged to Frank;
everything was Frank’s, and for an instant the whole extent of his
calamity swept over him so painfully that he succumbed to it, and laying
his face upon the table sobbed just as piteously as he had done in the
first moment of surprise and pain when he heard that both fortune and
name were gone. Magdalen could not understand all the causes of his
distress. She did not dream that every sob and every tear wrung from the
strong man was given more to her than to the fortune lost, and she tried
to comfort him as best she could, thinking once to tell him how
willingly she would toil and slave to make his new home attractive,
deeming no self-denial too great if by its means he could be made
happier and more comfortable. But she did not dare do this until she
knew whether she was wanted in that home among the Schodick hills where
he said he was going. Oh, how she wished he would give some hint that he
expected her to go with him; but he did not, and he kept his face hidden
so long that she came at last to his side, and laid her hand on his
shoulder and bent over him with words of sympathy. Then, as he did not
look up, she knelt beside him, and her hand found its way to his, and
she called him Roger again, and begged him not to feel so badly.
“You will drive me mad with remorse,” she said, “for I know I have done
it all. Don’t, Roger, it breaks my heart to see you so distressed. What
can I do to prove how sorry I am? Tell me and I will do it, even to the
taking of my life.”
It did not seem possible that this girl pleading thus with him could be
another’s betrothed, and for a moment Roger lost all self-control, and
forgetting Frank and his rights snatched her to his arms and pressing
her to his bosom rained kiss after kiss upon her forehead and lips,
saying to her, “My darling, my darling, you have been a blessing and a
comfort to me all your life, but there’s nothing you can do for me now.
Once I hoped—oh, Magda, my little girl, that time is far in the past; I
hope for nothing now. I am not angry with you. I could not be so if I
would. I bless you for all you have been to me. I hope you will be happy
here at Millbank when I am gone; and now go, my darling. You are
shivering with cold and the room is very damp. God bless you, Magda.”
He led her out into the hall, then closed the door upon her, and went
back again to his solitude and his sorrow, while Magdalen, bewildered
and frightened and wearied out, found her way as best she could to her
own room, where a few moments later Celine found her fainting upon the
floor.
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