Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
It was a strange state she was in, but the doctor said she was mending,
that the danger was past, and a week or two of perfect quiet would
restore her to a more natural condition. Had he said otherwise, Roger
would not have gone, but now it was better for him to leave her while
she was unconscious of the pain it cost him to do so; and on the night
before his departure for the West he went to look at her for the last
time. Only Celine was with her and she thoughtfully withdrew, leaving
him alone with Magdalen, whose pale lips he kissed so passionately and
on whose face he dropped tears of bitter anguish. Years after, when her
eyes were shining upon him full of love and tenderness and trust, he
told her of that parting scene; but she knew nothing of it then, and
only moved a little uneasily and muttered something he could not
understand. She had no farewell word for him, and so he kissed her lips
and forehead once more and drew the covering smoothly about her, and
buttoned the cuff of her night-dress, which he saw was unfastened, and
moved the lamp a little more into the shadow, because he thought it hurt
her eyes, and then went out and left her there alone.
* * * * *
They were astir early at Millbank the next morning, and a most tempting
breakfast, prepared by Hester herself, awaited Roger in the dining-room.
But he could not eat, and, after a few ineffectual attempts to swallow
the rich, golden-colored coffee, he rose from the table and left the
dining-room.
Knowing that he would, of course, come to say good-by to her, and
dreading an interview with him when no one was present, Mrs. Walter
Scott had made a “great effort” to dress herself, and come down to
breakfast. But she _panted_ hard, and seemed too weak to talk, and kept
her hand a good deal on her left side, where she said she experienced
great pain since her illness, and sometimes feared her lungs were
affected. With all her languor and weakness, she could not quite conceal
her elation at the near prospect of being entirely alone in her glory,
and it showed itself in her face and in her eyes, which, nevertheless,
tried to look so sorry and pitiful when, at last, Roger turned to her to
say good-by.
She had nothing to fear from him now. He had given up quietly. Success
was hers, with riches and luxury. It could matter little what Roger
thought of her. His opinion could not change her position at Millbank.
Still, in her heart she respected him more than any man living, and
would rather he thought well of her than ill. So, with that look in her
eyes which they always wore when she wanted to be particularly
interesting, she held his hand between her own and said,—
“I can’t let you go without hearing you say that you forgive me for any
wrong you imagine me to have done, and that you will not cherish hard
feelings toward me. Tell me this, can’t you, _dear brother_?”
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