Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
Frank saw her at last. She was sitting up in her easy chair, and her
face was very pale at first, but flushed and grew crimson as Frank bent
over her and kissed her forehead and called her his darling, and told
her how glad he was to find her better, and how miserable he had been
during the last few days because he could not see her.
“It was naughty in you to banish me so long. Don’t you think so,
darling?” he said playfully, as he stooped again to kiss her.
He was taking everything for granted, and Magdalen gasped for breath as
she put up both hands to thrust him aside, for she felt as if she were
smothering with him so near to her.
“Sit down, Frank,” she said, “sit there by the window,” and she pointed
to a seat so far from her that more kisses were out of the question.
Something in her tone startled him, and he sat where she bade him sit
and then listened breathlessly while she went over the whole ground
carefully, and at last, as gently as possible, for she would not
unnecessarily wound him, told him she could not be his wife.
“I decided that before I knew Roger had the will,” she said, “and I sent
for you to tell you so on that dreadful day when so much happened here.
I like you, Frank, and I know you have been very kind to me, but I
cannot be your wife; I do not love you well enough for that.”
It was in vain that Frank begged her to consider, to take time to think.
She surely did not know what she was doing when she refused _him_; and
he thought of Bell Burleigh and all the flattery he had received in
Springfield, and wished Magdalen could know how highly some people
esteemed him.
Magdalen understood him in part, and smiled a little derisively as she
replied: “I know well what I am doing, Frank; I am refusing one who, the
world would say, was far above me,—a poor girl, with neither home, nor
friends, nor name.”
“What, then, do you propose to do?” Frank asked, “if, as you say, you
are without home or friends.”
“I don’t know. Oh, I don’t know. Some way will be provided,” Magdalen
answered sadly, her heart going out in a longing cry after Roger.
As if divining the thought, and feeling jealous and angry on account of
it, Frank continued:
“You surely would not go to Schodick now. Even your love for Roger would
not allow you to do so unmaidenly a thing as that.”
He spoke bitterly, for he felt bitterly, and when he saw how white
Magdalen grew, and how she gasped for breath, he went on pitilessly,—“I
think I know what stands between us. You fancy you love Roger best.”
“Hush! Frank, hush!” Magdalen cried, and the color came rushing back
into her face. “If I _do_ love Roger best, _it_ is not to be mentioned
between us, and you must respect the feeling. He does not care for me,
or he would not have left me here so sick, without a word of farewell to
be given when I could understand it. _Did_ he leave any message, Frank?”
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