Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“Then why has He branded me here in my head, where it keeps thump,
thump! just like the beating of a drum, and where it is so hot and
snarled?” Laura asked. Then, before Magdalen could reply, she continued:
“I did not mean to kill it, and I don’t think I did. I put it somewhere,
or gave it to somebody; but the more I try to think, the more it thumps,
and thumps, and I can’t make it out; only I didn’t; didn’t truly mean to
kill it. Oh, baby! No, no! I didn’t! I didn’t!”
She was sobbing in a pitiful kind of way, and Magdalen moved her
position so that she could take the poor, tired, “twisted” head upon her
bosom, while she soothed and comforted the moaning woman, softly
smoothing her tangled hair and asking her, at last, if she would not
like it brushed and put up out of her way.
“It will look nicer so,” she said; and, as Laura made no objection, she
brought the brush and comb from a little basket on the bureau, and then
set herself to the task of combing out the matted hair, which had been
sorely neglected since Alice went away.
“Allie will be glad to know I am so nice. She likes me neat and tidy,
but a woman with a child to tend cannot always keep herself as she
would,” Laura said, when the hair-dressing was ended and Magdalen had
buttoned her night-dress, and thrown around her a crimson shawl which
hung across the bed.
The woman herself was rocking the cradle now, and signaling Magdalen to
be quiet, for baby was waking up. To her there was a living, breathing
child in that empty cradle, and as her warning “sh-sh” rang through the
room, Magdalen shuddered involuntarily, and felt a kind of terror of
that crib, as if it held a goblin child. Suddenly Mrs. Grey turned to
her and said:
“You did not tell me your name, or else I have forgotten.”
“My name is Magdalen Lennox,” was the reply, and instantly the black
eyes flashed a keen look of curiosity upon the young girl, who winced a
little, but never turned her own eyes away from those confronting her so
fixedly.
“Magdalen,” the woman said, “Magdalen. That brings it back to me in
part. I remember now. That was the name I gave her when she was
christened, because I thought it would please Arthur, who was over the
sea. He wanted to call Alice that, but I was hot, and angry, and worried
in those days, and my temper ran very high, and I would not suffer it,
for out of Magdalen went seven devils, you know, and out of his Magdalen
went fourteen, I’m sure. She was a beautiful woman, I heard, and he
loved her better than he did me,—loved her first when he was young. I
found it out when it was too late. His mother told me so one day when
she couldn’t think of anything else to torment me with. The Duchess of
Beechwood! She’s out under the snow now, and her monument is as tall as
the Tower of Babel. She was a dreadful woman,—she and Clarissa both;
that was her daughter, and they just worried and tormented and hunted me
down, until I went away.”
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