Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
Philosophy
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
Acknowledged by every one as the daughter of the Greys, caressed and
idolized by Alice, petted by Aunt Penelope, and treated by Mr. Grey with
the utmost tenderness and deference, Magdalen would have been perfectly
happy but for one unfulfilled desire which was the skeleton at her side.
Between herself and Alice there was perfect confidence, while she was
learning daily more and more to respect her father, who omitted nothing
which could tend to win her love. To her mother she was the same gentle
nurse who never grew weary, but who sat hour after hour by the bedside,
repeating over and over again the story of the lost child, until Laura
knew it by heart and would correct her at once if she deviated ever so
little. There was a change gradually stealing over the invalid, a change
both in body and mind. She was far more quiet, and did not rock the
cradle as much as formerly, and once, when Magdalen had finished her
story for the second time that day, she said to her, “I think I have
heard it enough to know that baby is not in the crib, and never has
been. Take it away,—where I can’t rock it again and make Arthur so
nervous.”
They carried it out,—Alice and Magdalen together,—and put it away, each
feeling, as they left it, as if turning from a little grave. Laura never
spoke of it but once, and that was to her husband. Pointing to the place
where it had stood so long, she said with a smile, “Do you see it is
gone? It will never keep you awake again. Kiss me, Arthur, for I, too,
shall be gone before long.”
He kissed her, more than once, and put his arms about her, and felt how
small and thin she had grown; then looking into her face he saw the
change which only Magdalen had noticed. The burden was lifting, the
cloud was breaking, and Laura was passing away. There was no particular
disease, only a gradual breaking up of the springs of life, and as the
days grew longer and warmer she drooped more and more, until at last she
never left her bed all day, and rarely spoke except to Magdalen, who was
with her constantly. Sometimes it seemed as if there was a gleam of
reason struggling through the darkness which had shrouded her mind so
long, but it never went much further than such expressions as, “I think
I do remember the boy with the kind voice and soft blue eyes, to whom I
gave Magdalen, but I can’t quite make out how that Magdalen and this are
one.”
“I would not try now; I’d go to sleep and rest,” Magdalen would say, and
obedient to the voice she always heeded, Laura would grow quiet and fall
again into the deep slumber so common to her now.
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