Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
Philosophy
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“The girls at school used to tell me there was some mesmerism in my
fingers,” she said, “some power to drive away pain or exorcise evil
spirits. Let me try their effect on you.”
Mrs. Walter Scott, who had been watching the progress of matters, found
it convenient just then to leave the room, and Frank was alone with
Magdalen. For a few moments her white fingers threaded his hair,
brushing it back from his forehead and passing lightly over his
throbbing temples until it was not in human nature to endure any longer,
and rising suddenly from his reclining position, Frank clasped his arms
around her, and straining her to his bosom, pressed kiss after kiss upon
her lips, while he poured into her astonished ear the story of his love,
telling her how long ago it began,—telling her how dear she was to
him,—how for her sake he had lingered at Millbank trying to do something
for himself, because she had once suggested that such a thing would be
gratifying to her,—how thoughts of her were constantly in his mind,
whether awake or asleep, and lastly, that his mother approved his choice
and would gladly welcome her as a daughter.
As he talked, Magdalen had struggled to her feet, her cheeks burning
with surprise and mortification, and sorrow too, that Frank should have
misjudged her so. She knew he was in earnest, and she pitied him so
much, knowing as she did how hopeless was his suit.
“Speak to me,” he said at last, “if it is only to tell me no. Anything
is better than your silence.”
“Oh, Frank,” Magdalen began, “I am so sorry, because—”
“Don’t tell me no. I will not listen to that answer,” Frank burst out
impetuously, forgetting what he had just said when he begged her to
speak. “You do like me, or you have seemed to, and have given me some
encouragement, or I should not have told you what I have. Don’t you like
me, Magdalen?”
“Yes, very much, but not the way you mean. I do not like you well enough
to take you for my husband. And, Frank, what of Alice Grey? You say I
have encouraged you, and perhaps I have. I’ll admit that since I thought
you loved Miss Grey, I have been less guarded in my manner towards you;
but I never meant to mislead you,—never. I felt towards you as a sister
might feel towards a brother,—nothing more. But you do not tell me about
Miss Grey. Are _you_, then, so fickle?”
“Magdalen,” Frank said, “I may as well be truthful with you now; that
was all a ruse,—done for the sake of piquing you and rousing your
jealousy. I did care for Alice when she was a young girl and I in
college at New Haven, and when I met her again abroad, and found her the
same sweet, lovely creature, I don’t know what I might have done but for
her father, who seemed to dislike me, and always imposed some obstacle
to my seeing her alone, until at last he took her away and I saw her no
more, until I met her in New York; and had learned to love you far more
than I ever loved Alice Grey.”
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