Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the SouthlandThompson, Maurice
Philosophy
Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
Thompson, Maurice
Southern States -- Fiction
Reynolds lingered in the pleasant shadows of the magnolia trees, now
slowly walking to and fro, now resting on some one of the old
lichen-grown seats, his thoughts oscillating between the past and the
future. He was aware, but not vividly, of how aimless and cowardly
his life until now had been, and he was not quite sure that, no
matter how strong might be his present purpose, the cowardice did not
still linger with him. One thing he did realize perfectly: that he
had not told the whole truth to Agnes Ransom. He might have avoided
killing her husband had he been prompted by the highest moral
motives. If before the act he had been as willing to fly from San
Antonio and go bury himself in the lonely depths of Sand Mountain as
he was after the blood was on his hands, he could to-day look up into
the bright sweet sky and feel no load on his heart. But then, Heaven
forgive the thought, Agnes could not have been his! It was with a
dull, almost stolid sense of the gloom and hopelessness of his
situation that he at the same time pondered the possibilities of the
future. Throughout his consciousness, too, independent of the past
or the future, the present fact of Agnes Ransom's love for him
diffused itself with constantly increasing power, warmer, more
vitalizing, more glorifying than sunshine and spring-tide and virile
health combined. He knew and he did not know that he was trying to
deceive himself and the woman he loved. He was aware and he was not
aware that all his reasoning regarding the future was sophistry and
that the things of the past were not dead. He smiled there under the
dusky trees as if he were a guileless youth in the sweet wonder of
his first love. He held his head high. Had he not flung all weights
of memory behind him and set his eyes on a fair and calm future?
Yes, he was going to be happy. He was already happy. He would take
Agnes far away, beyond the sea, where no hint of the past could ever
come. At length he caught a distant glimpse of Beresford going away,
and then a little thrill of pity stole into his bosom. The man
looked lonely, even at that distance, and moved as if bearing a
burden of trouble, or so at least Reynolds' imagination colored the
apparition.
Mrs. Ransom did not come forth immediately. She had borne the
interview with firmness, and had tried to soften with such art as she
could command the wound she was forced to inflict. Beresford was a
gentleman as well as a man, and whilst he had urged his plea with all
the passion of a strong nature, he had taken his final dismissal with
the dignity of a courageous, if not lofty soul.
When he was gone, the reaction upon Mrs. Ransom's sensitive and
already sorely taxed nerves was more than she had expected, and she
went to her room and cried. It seemed so bitter a thing to do to one
so earnest and honorable and gentle.
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