Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the SouthlandThompson, Maurice
Philosophy
Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
Thompson, Maurice
Southern States -- Fiction
The doctrine that evil experiences are ever of value, or rather that
a baptism in sin ever worked a positive good to the recipient, is too
dangerous to be received; but it sometimes appears that there is an
annealing influence exerted on character by the intense heat of
uncontrollable passions, tempering it at last to the highest degree
of sensitiveness and susceptibility. Reynolds was aware, in a vague
way, of the change so rapidly going on within him. It was as if his
nature were putting forth a tremendous spurt of power with which to
eject from its tissue the evil of the old life. What a mystery there
is in remorse and repentance and reform! But how much greater the
mystery of evil, that terrible, invisible acid, combining with all
the bases of human nature and disintegrating every crystal of beauty!
How shall the stream of a life, once defiled, be purified? The
simplest reagent will disclose the presence of sin, but what process
will eliminate it?
The Hand that made the mirror must remove the spots of tarnish.
Love is always the gateway of a new life. When its purple mists and
its wafts of heavenly perfumes come upon its victim his whole nature
feels as if the ultimate sources of impulse had been cleansed,
sweetened and electrified. New needs, new aspirations, fresh hopes
and the dewy vigor of morning leap into the heart. Ah, then how
bitter is the memory of misdeeds! Just then if Satan would get
behind and forever disappear, what a relief! What a joy if all the
past could be wiped out, as with a sponge, and existence be left to
date from the advent of love!
The meeting of Reynolds and Mrs. Ransom was much more than the
ordinary contact of life with life, whereby the spark of passion is
generated; it was significant of a blending of their past experiences
as well as of the creation of a new life for both. Even on the
instant when a mutual interest was awakened, their minds flashed back
over the past. No doubt love ought to be prospective always; but it
can not often be so.
Agnes Ransom could not realize that she was a widow. It was more as
if a very sweet romance of her experience had ended in sorrow and
disappointment. She looked back upon the short space of her wedded
life with a vision dimmed by mists and shadows. She was half aware
that her nature had gained much and lost little by the experience.
It all seemed very sad to her, and yet she felt that the sadness was
rather an atmosphere of the past than of the present. It hovered
somewhere behind her, it did not affect the future. Still there was
a protest somewhere, gentle and weak, but quite troublesome, against
this new, strong, imperious, wayward love, now rising in her bosom
and anon sinking away almost into the depths out of which it had
come. She trembled sometimes with a great fear, at other times she
abandoned herself to it with a serene fullness of content.
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