Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the SouthlandThompson, Maurice
Philosophy
Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
Thompson, Maurice
Southern States -- Fiction
One day, near the first of March, when he had grown able to sit
propped up on a sofa by a window, whence he could look out over the
broad landscape to where the sky came down to the tufted woods, or
turn his eyes upon short silvery bits of the river, he said to her:
"I shall soon be able to go away. I feel my strength coming back
with every breath."
She looked up from the needlework that she chanced just then to have
in hand, and, with one of her slow, sweet smiles, shook her head.
"You must not begin to hurry. You must be patient, ever so patient.
A moment of haste might cause a month of trouble. You can not afford
to run any risks."
"Oh, I am patient," he replied. "I really find myself dreading to
get well, selfish wretch that I am. Do you observe that I never take
into consideration the immense trouble I am causing all of you? I
think of nothing but the charmed life I am living--the sweet comforts
I am receiving."
"I really believe you are getting well," she said. "When you talk in
that strain I know you are but trying to hide a longing for your
mountain air and the freedom of your hermitage."
"You do me wrong," he responded, with an earnest resonance in his
voice. "I am so content to be as I am that when I go to sleep I do
not even dream of being well."
"I am glad of it, for the doctor says that a quiet mind is the best
salve for a healing wound."
"You had better not convince me that the doctor is right, for I might
be tempted to get restless in order to prolong my period of delicious
convalescence. Beware, if you don't want me lolling in easy chairs
or propped on cushions and pillows for you to minister to all the
season."
"Oh, I shall know it if you begin to take on the air of a
professional invalid, and shall discharge you at once," she
exclaimed, with a light laugh. "You won't be interesting as a--a
sham! I hate shams and deceits and hidden things of every sort."
He looked at her with such a sudden, though barely noticeable change
of expression in his eyes, that her quick intuition told her of some
serious thought that had leaped, unbidden and unwelcome, into his
mind.
"Hidden things," he said, with a peculiar smile. "Hidden things are
often much better hidden than disclosed, and it is a mercy to the
world that secretiveness is one of the strongest elements of human
nature."
"Perhaps so," she said, growing grave and thoughtful. "But it would
be so much better if there were never any need to exercise one's
secretive faculties."
"Oh, a dormant faculty would be contrary to the economy of nature.
Even confession catches a precious fragrance from the transgression
long hidden away. Conscience would not even be ornamental, much less
useful, if it bore no treasure of sins known to it only." He spoke
in an airy, idle manner, but there went with his tones a ring of
something not quite pleasing.
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