The sparkling constellation which combines
The lock, is your dear self, whose worth outshines
Most of your sex; so solid and so clear
You like a perfect diamond appear;
Casting, from your example, fuller light
Than those dim sparks which glaze the brow of night,
And gladding all your friends, as doth the ray
Of that East-star which wakes the cheerful day.
But the black map of death and discontent
Behind that adamantine firmament, 30
That luckless figure, which, like Calvary,
Stands strew'd and copied out in skulls, is I:
Whose life your absence clouds, and makes my time
Move blindfold in the dark ecliptic line.
Then wonder not, if my removed Sun
So low within the western tropic run;
My eyes no day in this horizon see,
Since where You are not, all is night to me.
Lastly, the anchor which enfast'ned lies
Upon a pair of deaths, sadly applies 40
That Monument of Rest, which harbour must
Our ship-wrackt fortunes in a road of dust.
So then, how late soe'er my joyless life
Be tired out in this affection's strife:
Though my tempestuous fancy, like the sky,
Travail with storms, and through my wat'ry eye,
Sorrow's high-going waves spring many a leak;
Though sighs blow loud, till my heart's cordage break;
Though Faith, and all my wishes prove untrue,
Yet Death shall fix and anchor Me with You. 50
'Tis some poor comfort, that this mortal scope
Will period, though never crown, my Hope.
[_An Acknowledgement._] This is evidently of the
same class as the last poem, if not as evidently addressed
to the same person. The recipient of the _Letter_ might be of
either sex, for 'mistress' in l. 66 (_v. sup._) is not quite
decisive in the context. This 'precious Friend' is definitely
feminine. Nineteenth--I do not know about twentieth--century
man would have been a little uncomfortable about receiving
from a lady a gold chain with a grouped diamond pendant,
welcome as the enclosed 'lock' might be. But, as Scott and
others have long ago remarked, there was none of this false
pride in the seventeenth, and you might even take money from
the beloved. The combination of death's heads, equally of the
time, is more of all time.]
_The Acquittance._
Not knowing who should my acquittance take,
I know as little what discharge to make.
The favour is so great, that it outgoes
All forms of thankfulness I can propose.
Those grateful levies which my pen would raise,
Are stricken dumb, or buried in amaze.
Therefore, as once in Athens there was shown
An Altar built unto the God Unknown,
My ignorant devotions must by guess
This blind return of gratitude address, 10
Till you vouchsafe to show me where and how
I may to this revealed Goddess bow.
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