Now you won't need to be told that if ever a man felt bursting with
happiness that man was no other than myself in those weeks of my
convalescence, with Miriam to keep me company, and, as Jim put it,
"cocker me up like a great spoiled babby." But I protest that Miriam was
in greater danger of being spoiled than I. I say nothing of my wondering
pride and worship in those days. It is right and natural that a lover
should worship his mistress--doesn't the very marriage service say,
"With my body I thee worship?"--it is natural that he should deem her
peerless among women; but I say that in those days my lover's worship
was blended with a sort of wondering awe and a fearful pride. For,
whether it was the change from the wild and uncouth ways of the folk
among whom she had been brought up, or the spirit of her father that
moved in her blood, or the conscious striving to put her past behind her
and be a new and nobler being for love's sake, or all these and I know
not what other subtler influences put together, that is a riddle I
cannot solve. But this is certain, that the wild, elfish creature, more
than half gipsy, to whom I had poured out my love on the wild moors that
seemed so fitting setting for the picture she then made, became by
quick, yet insensible, degrees a maiden of so sweet yet quiet a charm,
moving serenely as a swan sails the waters, and, as it were, queening it
among us without an effort and without even meaning it.
"I don't know how it is," said Ruth in commenting on this marvellous
change to Jim. "She makes me feel as if she were a porcelain vase and I
a common pewter flagon."
"Well, aw always liked pewter mysen," Jim had said. "Ale never tastes so
guid as out o' a pewter pot. Gi' me pewter, let them ha' porcelain 'at
wants it." But I don't think Ruth took much comfort from this. Not that
she bore Miriam any malice. Not she indeed. She just simply accepted her
as an elder sister whom it was a pleasure and a duty to minister to and
to admire. Miriam ran some danger of being spoiled, even by Ruth, until,
after our guest had settled down somewhat into our ways, Ruth set her to
help in the kitchen. And then came the amazing and, to Ruth, not
unpleasing discovery that Miriam was just as ignorant of the commonest
household duties as Ruth was proficient. She couldn't bake, she couldn't
brew, she didn't know what a churn was, she had never in her life made a
pat of butter, and she had the most elementary notions even of the
abstruse science of bed-making. And in the teaching of her new pupil
Ruth was able to recover somewhat of that sense of general superiority
which years of undisputed sway at Pole Moor had made a second nature
with my good sister.
But in the spoiling of Miriam the greatest and chief of sinners was none
other than my reverend father. Is it to be counted a weakness in a
minister of the Gospel to seek to make converts to his faith? Surely
nay, even though, as the Book says, he compass sea and land to do it.
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