It was painfully evident to my Lady that the person who was speaking to
her was in the unhappy condition he had just referred to, for he lurched
from side to side until he had bethought him of steadying himself by the
marble cross; but there was a sort of pathos in his voice, too, which
was not the mere maudlin tenderness of the drunkard. If he had not been
drunk, he might not have been tender, but there was evidently genuine
feeling in the man, which seemed to deepen as he went on. “Now, though
you do not speak, I know you're sorry for me. If I should lift your
veil--there, I'm not agoing to do it--I am sure you would have a tear
for a poor fellow who has been knocked about the world for three parts
of his life, and has not made a single friend--not one, not one; and if
he went back home, who would not see a face he knew--it is so long ago
that he was there--and who needs a woman's voice to comfort him if
ever a man did.”
“What's all this to me, sir?” asked my Lady in low and broken
tones. “I wish to be left alone here--by this grave.”
“What--is--all--this--to you?” returned the man with vindictive
deliberation, “Have you no heart, then, you proud woman, like your
eldest son?” Then once more altering his manner, he continued: “Now,
do not be angry with me, or you may be sorry for it, but rather pity me.
This grave contains what is dear to you, it seems; but you have those
alive who love you also! Now, I have not even a grave. The only creature
on earth who ever loved _me_--and I loved her too, ah how dearly, though
I could not keep even then from drink--she lies buried beneath the
stormy waves. I cannot come, as you can, to this tomb, and say: 'Here
she sleeps,' and weep over it, and be sorry for my sins, for I know
not where, in all the waste of ocean, her bones may lie. So, for many
years I never looked upon the sea without the sense that I was looking
upon one great grave. Am I speaking truth or not?”
He stopped and clutched her by the arm, and fiercely bade her tell him
if she believed his words or no.
“I do believe you, sir,” returned my Lady firmly. “Beneath your
bronzed and bearded face, I see your woes at work, and I am sorry for
you.”
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