“Did she? Well, that's no reason why _you_ should call me by it.
However, since you seem to feel so unexpected an interest in your humble
servant, I will make bold to ask a favour of you.” His manner was
rough and defiant as ever now, like that of a sturdy vagrant soliciting
alms of a defenceless woman.
“You are angry with yourself,” said my Lady quietly, “for having
given way to feelings which do you honour; that is a base sort of regret
indeed. You try to persuade yourself that I have affected a sympathy
which I did not feel, but you do not succeed. I cannot but be interested
in one who, with all his faults, has certainly in the hour of death and
danger behaved nobly, and who must, I feel assured, have the seeds of
good in him yet, despite his wild and despairing talk.”
“No, woman, I have not,” returned the man with vehemence. “Dismiss
that from your mind at once. Ralph Derrick is no hypocrite, whatever he
is, and he tells you now that he is a lost man, in the sense which such
as you understand it. I don't know why I have spoken to you as I have
done just now--some springs of feeling that I had deemed were quite
dried up flowed at your voice as they have not done these thirty
years--but don't imagine that I am soft-hearted. I am not a bad fellow
when I'm sober, and not put out; but then I'm seldom sober, and
I'm very easily put out. Your son, Sir Richard, has put me out, for
one. I should be sorry for him if he and I had much to do with one
another.--But there, you need not turn so pale; for, for your sake--and
for Master Walter's sake, who has got my Lucy's eyes, and look, and
voice, God bless him--Sir Richard is safe from me; albeit I have let fly
a bullet before now at men who have wronged me less than he has done--an
insolent young devil! It was a man like him, one of your landowners,
forsooth, whose persecution drove me from my native shore, and
drowned my wife and the old couple. Damn all such tyrants, says Ralph
Derrick”----
It was difficult to associate the depressed and solemn speaker of a
few minutes back with this passionate and lawless man, his huge fingers
opening and shutting in nervous excitement, his eyeballs suffused with
blood, and each hair of his vast beard, as it seemed, bristling with
vengeful fury.
“You were saying that you wished to ask a favour of me, Mr Derrick?”
interposed my Lady quietly. “What is it I can do for you?”
“Well, you can do this,” returned he roughly: “you can cease to
set your waiting-maid, Mary, against me, as you have hitherto done. I
am not a bad match for her, as she knows, in point of money; and if she
finds herself able to put up with little starts of temper, and not to
grudge me a drop o' drink at times, why, what is that to you?”
“Have you told her, may I ask, of what you have been telling _me_, Mr
Derrick?”
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