Miscellaneous Studies; a series of essaysPater, Walter
Philosophy
Miscellaneous Studies; a series of essays
Pater, Walter
Essays
But say, think, what you might against him, the pagan outlaw was worth
his hire as a herdsman; seemingly loved his sheep; was an "affectionate
shepherd"; cured their diseases; brought them easily to the birth, and
if they strayed afar would bring them back tenderly upon his shoulders.
Monastic persons would have seen that image many times before. Yet if
Apollyon looked like the great carved figure over the low doorway of
their place of penitence at home, that could be but an accident, or
perhaps a deceit; so closely akin to those soulless creatures did he
still seem to the wondering Prior,--immersed in, or actually a part of,
that irredeemable natural world he had dreaded so greatly ere he came
hither. And was he after all making terms with it now, in the
seductive person of this mysterious being--man or demon--suspected of
murder; who has an air of unfathomable evil about him as from a distant
but ineffaceable past, and a sort of heathen [159] understanding with
the dark realm of matter; who is bringing the simple people, the women
and lovesick lads, back to those caves and cromlechs and blasted trees,
resorts of old godless secret-telling? And still he has all his own
way with beasts and man, with the Prior himself, much as all alike
distrust him.
Most conspicuous in the little group of buildings, a feudal tower of
goodly white stone, cylindrical and smoothly polished without to hinder
the ascent of creeping things, and snugly plastered within to resist
the damp, was the pigeon-house--a veritable feudal tower, a veritable
feudal plaisance of birds, which the common people dared not so much as
ruffle. About a thousand of them were housed there, each in its little
chamber, encouraged to grow plump, and to breed, in perfect
self-content. From perch to perch of the great axle-tree in the
centre, monastic feet might climb, gentle monastic hands pass round to
every tiny compartment in turn. The arms of the monastery were carved
on the keystone of the doorway, and the tower finished in a conical
roof, with becoming aerial gaillardise, with pretty dormer-windows for
the inmates to pass in and out, little balconies for brooding in the
sun, little awnings to protect them from rough breezes, and a great
weather-vane, on which the birds crowded for the chance of a ride. If
the peasants of that day, whose small fields they plundered, noting all
this, perhaps [160] envied the birds dumbly, for the brethren, on the
other hand, it was a constant delight to watch the feathered
brotherhood, which supplied likewise their daintiest fare. Who then,
what hawk, or wild-cat, or other savage beast, had ravaged it so
wantonly, so very cruelly destroyed the bright creatures in a single
night--broken backs, rent away limbs, pierced the wings? And what was
that object there below? The silver harp surely, lying broken likewise
on the sanded floor, soaking in the pale milky blood and torn plumage.
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