Miscellaneous Studies; a series of essaysPater, Walter
Philosophy
Miscellaneous Studies; a series of essays
Pater, Walter
Essays
In the great heat Apollyon had flung aside, as if for ever, the last
sorry remnant of his workman's attire, and challenged the boy to do the
same. On the moonlit turf there, crouching, right foot foremost, and
with face turned backwards to the disk in his right hand, his whole
body, in that moment of rest, full of the circular motion he is about
to commit to it, he seemed--beautiful pale spectre--to shine from
within with a light of his own, like that of the glow-worm in the
thicket, or the dead and rotten roots of the old trees. And as if they
had a proper motion of their own in them, the disks, the quoits, ran,
amid the delighted shouts and laughter of the boy, as he follows,
scarcely less swift, to score the points of their contact with the
grass. Again and again they recommence, forgetful of the hours; while
the death-bell cries out harshly for the grave's occupant, and [168]
the corpse itself is borne along stealthily not far from them, and,
unnoticed by either, the entire aspect of things has changed. Under
the overcast sky it is in darkness they are playing, by guess and touch
chiefly; and suddenly an icy blast of wind has lifted the roof from the
old chapel, the trees are moaning in wild circular motion, and their
devil's penny-piece, when Apollyon throws it for the last time, is
itself but a twirling leaf in the wind, till it sinks edgewise, sawing
through the boy's face, uplifted in the dark to trace it, crushing in
the tender skull upon the brain.
His shout of laughter is turned in an instant to a cry of pain, of
reproach; and in that which echoed it--an immense cry, as from the very
heart of ancient tragedy, over the Picard wolds--it was as if that
half-extinguished deity, its proper immensity, its old greatness and
power, were restored for a moment. The villagers in their beds
wondered. It was like the sound of some natural catastrophe.
The storm which followed was still in possession, still moving
tearfully among the poplar groves, though it had spent its heat and
thunder. The last drops of the blood of Hyacinth still trickled
through the thick masses of dark hair, where the tonsure had been. An
abundant rain, mingling with the copious purple stream, had coloured
the grass all around where the corpse lay, stealing afar in tiny
channels.
[169] So it was, when Apollyon, reduced in the morning light to his
smaller self, came with the other people of the Grange to gaze, to
enquire, and found the Prior already there, speechless. Clearly this
was no lightning stroke; and Apollyon straightway conceives certain
very human fears that, coming upon those antecedent suspicions of
himself, the boy's death may be thought the result of intention on his
part. He proposes to bury the body at once, with no delay for
religious rites, in that still uncovered grave, the bearers having fled
from it in the tempest.
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