Miser Farebrother: A Novel (vol. 2 of 3)Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Miser Farebrother: A Novel (vol. 2 of 3)
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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"Have you ever asked him how I was--have you ever shown, in a single
conversation with him, that you have within you those solicitous
feelings which a daughter should have for a suffering father? Have you
ever shown--" He did not proceed. He lay back, panting, in his chair,
and Jeremiah, without looking up, thought: "What an actor he is! Oh,
what an actor he is!"
"Father," said Phoebe, in deep distress, "you do me an injustice. It
has always been my wish to attend to you, to nurse you, but you would
never allow me. 'Let me alone! let me alone!' you said, and have always
repulsed me."
"Why? why?" he asked, raising himself in his chair, and bending so
excitedly forward that she was frightened, and cried:
"Don't excite yourself, father; you are not strong enough to bear it."
"I know I am not. You know it too. It is not I who am exciting
myself--it is you, because you wish to kill me!" She shuddered
violently, and covered her face with her hands. "Why, when you have
asked me whether you could do anything for me, have I desired you to let
me alone? Because I could see plainly that you wished not to be troubled
about me; that you were pretending--that you were wholly false in your
advances. There are a thousand things a child can do for a parent in my
condition which would bring pleasure to him. Have you done one? That I
am impatient, querulous, quick-tempered--is not that natural when a man
is in anguish day and night? Did you ever give that a thought? do you
give it a thought now?"
"Father," said poor Phoebe, feeling acutely the bitter injustice of
her father's accusations, and yet not knowing how to combat them without
plunging him into deeper excitement, "I will nurse you if you will allow
me; I will do everything in my power to restore you to health. Try me,
father!"
"You do not intend to leave Parksides, then, without my permission?"
"To leave Parksides without your permission!" she echoed. "No, father!"
"For the few weeks that remain to me you will not leave the house? You
will nurse me--you will soothe my last hours?"
"Oh, father, do not speak like that! I will do all you wish."
"Out of your own loving heart?"
"Yes, father, out of my own loving heart!"
"Swear it!" he cried, in a loud, commanding tone, pushing his dead
wife's prayer-book to the guileless girl. "Kiss your mother's
prayer-book, and prove to me whether you are lying or speaking the
truth!"
In an impulse of fervour and self-reproach she kissed the prayer-book.
He took it from her hands.
"You are a witness, Jeremiah," he said.
"I am a witness, sir," said Jeremiah.
"You have sworn," said Miser Farebrother to his daughter, "that you will
not leave Parksides while I live, unless I drive you forth. That is your
oath."
"Yes, father." But she said it with a sinking heart. It seemed to her as
if a net were being spread around her, from which it was impossible to
escape.
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