Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
and smiled at the thought of the new complicatedness of the aspect of
things. And when she joined the crowd and entered, a sudden wish to go
to church himself came over him, and he saw no reason why he should
not indulge it. He did so accordingly, and being told that the seats
were all free, he presently found himself placed a little behind the
young girl, so that he could have a distinct view of her profile during
the entire service. He was secure in the consciousness that he had
not been observed, and his presence, therefore, could cause her no
annoyance. He watched her furtively as she sank upon her knees, burying
her veiled face in two exquisite little shabbily-gloved hands, and
remained for some moments in silent prayer. What a wretch of a creature
he suddenly felt himself to be, and what a yearning he had to ask her
to pray for him!
When she got up presently and took her seat, his heart quickened to see
her raise her hand to unfasten her veil. How odd it appeared that no
one else seemed to be noticing or caring! The congregation was composed
chiefly of people with stolid faces and rather dull expressions,
and Randall was further surprised to see that no one manifested any
interest when this beautiful young face was exposed to view. He had
occasion, however, to congratulate himself upon this indifference,
since it extended to himself, as well, and left him free to look toward
his lovely neighbor very often. He had to admit that she was as
unconscious of the rest of the congregation as he, though no one else
that he could see betrayed such absorbed consciousness of the effect
of the service. It was a high-church service, and this young girl went
through all the rather elaborate forms with an intense devotion and
absorption, that for some unknown reason almost made him feel resentful.
The more Randall looked at her, the more lovely and lovable did she
appear. It was quite, quite the most beautiful face that he had ever
seen, he decided, and his heart was somehow more attuned to worship
to-day than he had felt it for many a year.
At last, a hymn was given out, and the congregation rose. Randall
jumped up rather suddenly with a positive instinct of flight. He did
not want to hear her sing. He could not bear to stand so near and see
those most lovely lips part and send forth such a voice as he knew,
alas, must issue from them! But while he hesitated, the music began,
and the sweet lips remained closed and immovable, except for a little
tremor which he fancied he saw, as the girl’s eyes followed the words
in her book.
When the hymn ended, and the congregation knelt, he saw the young girl
hide her face in her handkerchief for a moment, and then, quickly take
up her thick veil and pin it on securely.
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