Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Clementina was a strangely wakeful child, and he had never yet been
able to steal into the room, no matter at what hour of the night, or
with what degree of stealth, that she had not heard him.
“That you, Boy?” she would say, her voice sounding strangely conscious
in the stillness and darkness. Then, invariably, she would sit up in
her little bed, and strike a match and light the candle placed beside
her. Then, when at her command he would come to kiss her good-night,
she would give him that swift, searching look, which he always knew was
coming, and then, if satisfied, she would lie down and go quietly to
sleep.
As a general thing, it happened that she was satisfied, but there had
been times when it was otherwise, and those occasions Rhodes remembered
with such distinct unpleasantness, that they served him as valuable
warnings. She had never uttered any rebuke in words, but the deep,
penetrating condemnation of her concentrated gaze had made him feel,
that for that moment his life was turned inside out to her, and that
she saw him as he was.
This was all the more painful to him, because of the fact that the
child seemed to be possessed of an inherent respect for him. She
advised, and even censured him at times, it is true, but always Rhodes
had a sense of being deferred to, and it was a grateful feeling to the
heart of such a poor devil as he.
Clementina never complained of solitude, and, as a rule, she seemed to
prefer these lonely evenings, spent in studying her lessons, tidying
things up, sewing on buttons, cleaning spots from her father’s clothes,
and doing odd jobs of mending, to the alternative of going to the
theatre. Occasionally, however, she would announce that she was going
with him, and at such times he never objected.
Rhodes had now been a widower for more than six years, and these years
had been a tolerably fair copy of his bachelor days, except that he now
made his life among people of a somewhat lower grade than formerly;
for they were almost exclusively third-rate actresses, dancers,
concert-singers, etc. It was a life through which he would quickly have
sunk very low, but for one thing--the influence of Clementina. She
never preached goodness to him, nor talked religion (poor child, she
had been taught little enough of either!), and yet she continually held
him up to his better self, and dragged him back to it when he fell away.
About this time there appeared a celebrated dancer, whose services were
engaged for the entire season at the Summer-Garden concerts, and poor
old Clem, for the fortieth time, imagined that the _grande passion_ of
his life had come upon him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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