Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
And so, standing fascinated where she was, she turned leaf after
leaf, and read breathlessly on. As she did so, the old mirror
opposite reflected a picture whose glowing beauty deepened every
minute. Here, the divine draught of love was so strongly analyzed,
its component parts so comprehendingly described, and its powerful
effects so brilliantly demonstrated, that the paper had almost the
character of a scientific treatise. The subject, she felt, could
scarcely have been handled in this deliberate way but for the very
fact that the writer was in an attitude, not of anticipation, but of
renunciation. It mattered little to Ethel that the plot of this story
was ill-constructed and illogical, and the situations commonplace and
trite. What she saw before her on these sheets, and felt permeating
every corner of her soul, was the renunciation of all the ideal
conditions of living and loving that her heart aspired to. What this
man gave up was what she had always so resolutely claimed--what she
had never wavered in demanding and expecting of life, until this very
evening, when, for the first time, she had looked in the face of
possible renunciation.
But with the reading of this paper she shifted back to her old
ground, for here, at least, she felt herself comprehended at last.
Not one of all the people with whom her lot had hitherto been cast
had ever uttered thoughts and feelings such as these; but here, in
this manuscript, were the very echoes of her own soul. Yes, all of
them--the loud, sonorous, reverberating ones, no less than the
delicate soundings of her finest needs. She looked at the signature at
the end, and saw the words, “Hugh Robertson.” This gave an individual
character to the consciousness that had just entered into her, and the
mere knowledge of the existence of such a personality in the world was
a stimulating and an exhilarating thought that made her smile.
As she did so, she looked up and caught the reflection of herself in
the mirror before her. Happiness, the supreme beautifier, had swiftly
done its wonder-work, and she could not fail to realise that she was
very fair to see. The knowledge of it gave her pleasure. The power of
enjoyment, lately so stultified and depressed, returned to her with
a glowing ardor. All the world began suddenly to look more hopeful.
Ah, life was sweet, its opportunities were great and precious, its
possibilities were divine!
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