Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In the same way Eastin had almost ceased to hope for that which
she dreaded. In four instances had he gone through that agitating
conjecture, and wonder, and hope, and fear, and hung eagerly upon
every sign of baby intelligence that he saw. He would make occasions
for taking the babies--the first, the second, the third, the fourth,
consecutively--apart from every observer, and would hum or whistle
different tunes to them, play furtively on a little music-box he had
procured for the purpose, and even--when he could keep them long enough
from their watchful mother’s observation--try the effect of playing to
them on his piano or violin, after having propped them safely on the
sofa where he could watch every expression that crossed their little
faces.
Few souls, the greatest and strongest, can have known deeper pain than
that endured by this starved and eager man, as the result of all these
experiments. If by any chance an illusive look or smile led him to
believe that for which he so thirsted was at last held to his lips,
the disappointment which followed was only the keener. Each one of his
children, boys and girls, had proved to be almost mysteriously like
their mother. He used to wonder at this, and at times some bitterness
mingled with the wonder in his gentle breast. Were they not his
children, too? Why was it that, as if by instinct, each one of them
would range itself with their mother, while he stood perpetually alone?
The paternal instinct, at first so profoundly stirred in him, grew weak
and meaningless, as the sure development of time would place the child
by nature and instinct, and later by choice, with his wife and her
other children.
In every instance, the children, beginning with indifference about
music, grew to dislike it, encouraged by their mother, who always
showed her approval when this feeling was manifested. It was simple
and explicable enough. The mother was a strong, compelling, intensely
alive personality, whose importance and authority everyone recognized,
while the father was gentle, deprecating and insignificant, and it
was not hard for the intuition of childhood to discover that he was
tolerated rather than approved. There were even occasions upon which
they had heard him laughed at and turned into amiable ridicule.
Once, in the presence of the older children, some neighbors had come
to make a visit, one of the number being so unusually experienced for
that country as to have lived for a winter in the city where Eastin had
met his wife. This woman, whose face and voice had a certain quality
of sympathy which touched his heart, drew Eastin into conversation--a
thing which scarcely any one ever took the trouble to do. She
remembered to have heard him play at a concert with a very beautiful
young girl, who had been compelled by illness to stop in the midst of
her performance. After reminding Eastin that she had been present at
this concert, the visitor said suddenly:
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