Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
His wife saw that unknown look of resolution in his eyes, and felt
compelled by it to yield her point.
She drew back a few steps, and after a moment’s hesitation, said:
“I won’t attempt to reason with a man who is out of his mind, for that
is what you are, at present. Of course, if you choose to exercise force
toward a woman, you are too strong for me. But, when I get my child
back, I shall know how to keep her.”
“She is my child, too,” he answered, “and you shall never get her away
from me. I will never give her up to you, or to any one.”
These words were said more by way of reassurance to the sobbing child
than to the mother. He had felt Rose-Jewel draw him closer, as she
heard her mother’s threat, and he answered the baby’s touch, rather
than the woman’s words.
“You are too excited to see how foolish your words are,” answered
his wife coldly, “but no one expects any practical sense from you.
Rose-Jewel,” she added, with a sudden tone of harsh authoritativeness,
“if you don’t stop that crying, I shall punish you for it. I’m going
now, and your papa can keep you, but, to-night, you’ll have to come to
me, and I’ll see if I can’t make you a better girl.”
As the mother left the room, Eastin felt the child’s sobbing increase.
She uttered little stifled cries of terror that cut him to the very
soul.
“There, my Rose, my Jewel, my Bird,” he said. “Don’t you be frightened.
No one shall take Papa’s baby away from him. Papa’ll keep her, right
in his arms, and never let her go out of them, that’s what he’ll do.
Nobody shall lay their fingers on his baby.”
He said recklessly anything that he thought would reassure her,
but, even while he spoke, he felt oppressed and terrified at the
impossibility of performing what he was promising. His heart felt
like lead, when he realized that he would _have_ to give her up--that
he would, in a few hours, now, at best, be forced to see her taken
from him, struggling, crying, terrified, to begin her initiation into
a life of torture, and that, when she left his arms, he could never
take her back to them, in the same way, forever. All the privacy and
sacredness of their intercourse was gone, even if, as was doubtful, he
was ever allowed to have her again. And when she was out of his sight,
what would be his dread about her? She had been threatened with blows,
starvation, and revengeful anger, if she ever tried to play or sing
again--and to stop her music would seem to him like murdering her soul.
A longing for the old isolation of freedom came upon him. They might
have it once again! He reached for his violin and bow and put them into
the case. Then, still holding the child pressed close against him, he
took up the case with his free hand, and went out of the opened door.
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