Miss Billy — MarriedPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy — Married
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
“Aunt Hannah, why don't I feel like Marie did? why don't I feel like
everybody does in books and stories? Marie went around with such a
detached, heavenly, absorbed look in her eyes, before the twins came to
her home. But I don't. I don't find anything like that in my face,
when I look in the glass. And I don't feel detached and absorbed and
heavenly. I'm happy, of course; but I can't help thinking of the dear,
dear times Bertram and I have together, just we two, and I can't seem to
imagine it at all with a third person around.”
“Billy! _Third person_, indeed!”
“There! I knew 'twould shock you,” mourned Billy. “It shocks me. I
_want_ to feel detached and heavenly and absorbed.”
“But Billy, dear, think of it--calling your own baby a third person!”
Billy sighed despairingly.
“Yes, I know. And I suppose I might as well own up to the rest of it
too. I--I'm actually afraid of babies, Aunt Hannah! Well, I am,” she
reiterated, in answer to Aunt Hannah's gasp of disapproval. “I'm not
used to them at all. I never had any little brothers and sisters, and I
don't know how to treat babies. I--I'm always afraid they'll break, or
something. I'm just as afraid of the twins as I can be. How Marie can
handle them, and toss them about as she does, I don't see.”
“Toss them about, indeed!”
“Well, it looks that way to me,” sighed Billy. “Anyhow, I know I can
never get to handle them like that--and that's no way to feel! And
I'm ashamed of myself because I _can't_ be detached and heavenly and
absorbed,” she added, rising to go. “Everybody always is, it seems, but
just me.”
“Fiddlededee, my dear!” scoffed Aunt Hannah, patting Billy's downcast
face. “Wait till a year from now, and we'll see about that third-person
bugaboo you're worrying about. _I'm_ not worrying now; so you'd better
not!”
CHAPTER XXII. A DOT AND A DIMPLE
On the day Cyril Henshaw's twins were six months old, a momentous
occurrence marked the date with a flaming red letter of remembrance;
and it all began with a baby's smile.
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