Miss Billy — MarriedPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy — Married
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
As Bertram saw it, however, he could detect very little “vacation”
to it. Billy had no time for anything but the baby. When she was not
actually engaged in caring for it, she was studying how to care for it.
Never had she been sweeter or dearer, and never had Bertram loved her
half so well. He was proud, too, of her devotion, and of her triumphant
success as a mother; but he did wish that sometimes, just once in a
while, she would remember she was a wife, and pay a little attention to
him, her husband.
Bertram was ashamed to own it, even to himself, but he was feeling just
a little abused that summer; and he knew that, in his heart, he was
actually getting jealous of his own son, in spite of his adoration of
the little fellow. He told himself defensively that it was not to be
expected that he should not want the love of his wife, the attentions of
his wife, and the companionship of his wife--a part of the time. It was
nothing more than natural that occasionally he should like to see her
show some interest in subjects not mentioned in Mothers' Guides and
Scientific Trainings of Infants; and he did not believe he could be
blamed for wanting his residence to be a home for himself as well as a
nursery for his offspring.
Even while he thus discontentedly argued with himself, however, Bertram
called himself a selfish brute just to think such things when he had
so dear and loving a wife as Billy, and so fine and splendid a baby as
Bertram, Jr. He told himself, too, that very likely when they were back
in their own house again, and when motherhood was not so new to her,
Billy would not be so absorbed in the baby. She would return to her old
interest in her husband, her music, her friends, and her own personal
appearance. Meanwhile there was always, of course, for him, his
painting. So he would paint, accepting gladly what crumbs of attention
fell from the baby's table, and trust to the future to make Billy none
the less a mother, perhaps, but a little more the wife.
Just how confidently he was counting on this coming change, Bertram
hardly realized himself; but certainly the family was scarcely settled
at the Strata before the husband gayly proposed one evening that he and
Billy should go to the theater to see “Romeo and Juliet.”
Billy was clearly both surprised and shocked.
“Why, Bertram, I can't--you know I can't!” she exclaimed reprovingly.
Bertram's heart sank; but he kept a brave front.
“Why not?”
“What a question! As if I'd leave Baby!”
“But, Billy, dear, you'd be gone less than three hours, and you say
Delia's the most careful of nurses.”
Billy's forehead puckered into an anxious frown.
“I can't help it. Something might happen to him, Bertram. I couldn't be
happy a minute.”
“But, dearest, aren't you _ever_ going to leave him?” demanded the young
husband, forlornly.
“Why, yes, of course, when it's reasonable and necessary. I went out to
the Annex yesterday afternoon. I was gone almost two whole hours.”
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