Miss Billy's DecisionPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy's Decision
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Billy gave a visible start. A quick something like shocked terror came
to her eyes. She drew back and would have risen to her feet had the
thought not come to her that twice before she had supposed a man was
making love to her, when subsequent events proved that she had been
mortifyingly mistaken: once when Cyril had told her of his love for
Marie; and again when William had asked her to come back as a daughter
to the house she had left desolate.
Telling herself sternly now not to be for the third time a “foolish
little simpleton,” she summoned all her wits, forced a cheery smile to
her lips, and said:
“Well, really, Mr. Arkwright, of course I can't answer for the girl, so
I'm not the one to give hope; and--”
“But you are the one,” interrupted the man, passionately. “You're the
only one! As if from the very first I hadn't loved you, and--”
“No, no, not that--not that! I'm mistaken! I'm not understanding what
you mean,” pleaded a horror-stricken voice. Billy was on her feet now,
holding up two protesting hands, palms outward.
“Miss Neilson, you don't mean--that you haven't known--all this
time--that it was you?” The man, now, was on his feet, his eyes hurt and
unbelieving, looking into hers.
Billy paled. She began slowly to back away. Her eyes, still fixed on
his, carried the shrinking terror of one who sees a horrid vision.
“But you know--you _must_ know that I am not yours to win!” she
reproached him sharply. “I'm to be Bertram Henshaw's--_wife_.” From
Billy's shocked young lips the word dropped with a ringing force that
was at once accusatory and prohibitive. It was as if, by the mere
utterance of the word, wife, she had drawn a sacred circle about her and
placed herself in sanctuary.
From the blazing accusation in her eyes Arkwright fell back.
“Wife! You are to be Bertram Henshaw's wife!” he exclaimed. There was no
mistaking the amazed incredulity on his face.
Billy caught her breath. The righteous indignation in her eyes fled, and
a terrified appeal took its place.
“You don't mean that you _didn't--know?_” she faltered.
There was a moment's silence. A power quite outside herself kept Billy's
eyes on Arkwright's face, and forced her to watch the change there from
unbelief to belief, and from belief to set misery.
“No, I did not know,” said the man then, dully, as he turned, rested his
arm on the mantel behind him, and half shielded his face with his hand.
Billy sank into a low chair. Her fingers fluttered nervously to her
throat. Her piteous, beseeching eyes were on the broad back and bent
head of the man before her.
“But I--I don't see how you could have helped--knowing,” she stammered
at last. “I don't see how such a thing could have happened that you
shouldn't know!”
“I've been trying to think, myself,” returned the man, still in a dull,
emotionless voice.
“It's been so--so much a matter of course. I supposed everybody knew
it,” maintained Billy.
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